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Elara Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable          Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 100 days Last activity: 100 days |
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| What do you do when you've lost any and all hope for the future? When nothing seems to matter anymore and all you can feel is anger, sadness, and pain or nothing at all? When where there once was a heart there is now just a painful, festering wound?
I've been through lots of things, and I've always survived them no matter what. I'm strong like that I guess... but this time it's like I just don't want to go on anymore. You can only take so much before you break down, and I feel that I've hit that point. I don't know what to do, I don't know if what I feel that I want is what I really want. I don't know anything anymore... and I've always been a very future-driven person, so not know what is going to happen even tomorrow has me all sorts of fucked up. ... and to top it all off, I have a migrain headache. |
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Pockets Werewolf pockets Since: 10-20-04 Since last post: 5091 days Last activity: 4607 days |
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| I don't know what happened, though I could guess. So I can't really offer much in
the way of advice. All I can say is I know you'll pull through. Whatever it is, it might suck dead monkey balls, and it will most likely really hurt, but you know we're all here for you. Me, WhiteRose, Oni, even Jacob I would imagine. Give me a call when you get a chance or I'll probably call you tomorrow. If you need to we'll go and play pool or something, just hang out and give you something to vent at. *uber huggles* Things'll be okay eventually. Trust me, I'm learning that one the hard way myself with my own situations. Things will eventually sort themselves out and you'll be fine. Just let me know if I have to beat the shit out of someone. I've got the heavy objects to do it with and I could use the exercise that beating someone into a bloody pulp would offer me. (Last edited by Pockets on 05-14-06 10:01 AM) |
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Rogue If you're reading this... You are the Resistance Since: 08-17-04 Since last post: 634 days Last activity: 442 days |
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Elara Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 100 days Last activity: 100 days |
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| I feel rather silly right now to be honest. We haven't broken up actually... we've separated so that he can gather his thoughts and so I can calm down. The love is still there and it is still quite strong, I just don't know what is going to happen. We could get back together, or we could just be friends. I have no idea and that scares me.
Sleeping on it has made it not hurt so much. I'm still crying, this is true... but not as much. Thanks both of you for your words, it means a lot to know that you care. |
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WhiteRose Warrior Sailor Delerium Have you ever spent days and days and days making up flavors of ice cream that no ones ever eaten before? Like chicken and telephone ice cream?...Green mouse ice cream was the worst.  Since: 08-17-04 From: The Dreaming Since last post: 4452 days Last activity: 5155 days |
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| Elara, I know it's tough. I know the pain your going through. However, you should know that with me you have arms that will hold you and a shoulder to cry on if you need it. I'll offer comfort or a listening ear or both if you want. Even with some clarity that you've gotten while sleeping on it, I know it's not easy and I'm very proud of you on how your handleing things right now. I'm very proud of your Elara and I know you will get through this, whatever the outcome may be. | |||
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Makura Since: 01-22-05 From: The restaurant at the end of the universe.... Since last post: 5887 days Last activity: 5152 days |
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| I know you really don't need to hear this, but it might help. I know that it's more difficult when you can't control the other person. If it's meant to be it will happen. If things don't go the way you want them to then I honestly say it's Jayarre's loss. You're an amazing, funny, smart, and beautiful woman. | |||
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Elara Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 100 days Last activity: 100 days |
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| Thanks. Things look good over all... at this particular moment it really is apparent that there really wasn't a true break at all. We love each other, we're happy together, and I am sure that all will be well. Thank you all |
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