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Nataku Sherineui Blue Octorok          Since: 08-18-04 From: Orlando, FL (USA) Since last post: 5286 days Last activity: 5183 days |
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| i highly doubt anyone will read this, because no one ever seems to care about any of the shit i post, but himura_kenshin said this might help me get some stress out... well, here it goes...
(copy and pasted from my live journal, because i'm too lazy to type this again...) ok, this is a rant, if you don't like it then fuck you, you should have read the title. anyhow, i've been depressed and pissed off all day. i want to either cry my eyes out (which i did for 2 hours already) or kill something just to let it all out. the people i called "friends" are not any help to me, they're fucking oblivious idiots who either don't notice me waving my arms and screaming for help, or they don't care. they act like i'm bothering them... like i'm just a pest that should be swatted away. the only time i get to let some steam off is when i'm online. i know that probably no one will respond to this, but i really don't care... i need to get this out. i've tried talking to like 12 people about how i feel and no one cares. would anyone notice if i just disappeared? i'm fucking sick of this... i hate being ignored! i stopped cutting a while ago, but right now i feel like just trailing a sharp piece of glass over my wrist would feel so damn good! i miss having people to talk to, i miss having people who care. i just wish i could disappear, then i wouldn't bug anyone or get in the way. and... i wish i had a piece of glass... |
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Kaijin Surohm Living the dream  Since: 08-16-04 Since last post: 1677 days Last activity: 864 days |
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| You idiot!
I can't believe you fucking forgot about your friends here. Sure we may be online, or acrossed the country, but you still have friends here! We'll listen to your problems, girl. I know I will. Don't you dare start cutting. Sure you may feel it to be a stress releser, but all that will happen is you get releife for a moment, then everything returns, plus you have the pain of the cut, and people bitching at you about cutting. (Like I'm doing now.) In the long run, cutting won't help you at all, only add to your problems. About yoru friends, screw them. If not a single one of them will grow up to acctually listen to you, then their not your friends. If you nab their attention for even a moment, then find out why their doing what they're doin. We're all here for you Nataku. Remember that. |
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Elara Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable  Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 100 days Last activity: 100 days |
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| *seconds the Vampire*
It is good that your ranting about it at least, it's fucking retarded when people ignore you like that all the time. I agree with Kaijin, they really aren't your friends if they treat you that way. In fact, I'd tell them all to fuck off... either that or do something really odd to fuck with their minds and then go off on them for not listening to you. Show up dressed oddly and say you've joined a cult or become a nun or something... or basically dress to the opposite sterotype of what you are (basically, show up really preppy if you're not... or really nerdy if you're preppy). When they ask you why (because they most likely will), just start fucking with them... say you've joined the cheerleading squad or something and if they had paid any attention they would have known. Yeah, it's a petty vengence, but it's fun petty vengence. No cutting! I know first hand what Kaijin is talking about. You gave it up, so you know it too. It's not worth it, no matter how bad it gets, it's not worth it. |
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Evo Red Super Koopa Watching you fall brings joy to my heart....  Since: 08-16-04 From: Oregon Since last post: 6109 days Last activity: 6049 days |
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| Nataku, I don't frequent the boards a lot, and we've hardly ever talked.... if ever. :/
But I care about you, and I am always willing to listen to any problem you have and help as much as I can. my livejournal username is jenneskimo_ball, add me if you want, we can chat through there. I'm hardly ever on AIM but my SN is Evo De LaCendre Honey, we all care about you! And those "friends" you have, like Elara and Kaijin said, are crap if they push you away like that. I used to be afraid to be alone, but my opion now is better to be alone than to be with people that aren't really your friends. What happens when you provide support for them when they need it, but you get nothing in return? It's not worth it, that's what. They're using you. Use your lunch hour (if you still go to school) to study or work on projects if you decide you want to do something else rather than hang out with them. And I suggest maybe finding a different way to relieve stress... maybe like pillow bashing or screaming, lol. Hey, I used to put on Brittany Spears and dance and lip sync when I was in a bad mood. Just being a dork helps get you in a better mood some times. |
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Nataku Sherineui Blue Octorok Since: 08-18-04 From: Orlando, FL (USA) Since last post: 5286 days Last activity: 5183 days |
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thanks a ton, to everyone. i had tears in my eyes when i read your responses. it feels great to know that you guys care. i'm sick of the "friends" i have, and i may very well just walk away from them, it's not like they'd notice. but thank you all SO much for being there for me. now i know i have people who will listen when i need them to... and now i can finally smile a little!  |
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renewed_soul_rocker Merchant  Since: 09-07-05 Since last post: 7000 days Last activity: 6964 days |
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| Nataku hey i'm sorry to hear that you been feeling alone and no-one is there for you. I byself have been feeling that way, so i know how it is. Hey if you need someone to listen i'm here so just post me. Talk 2 u later. Peace Out |
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