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Kaijin Surohm Living the dream          Since: 08-16-04 Since last post: 1677 days Last activity: 863 days |
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| I have problems holding a job for longer then 4 months, I had an apartment, yet I lost it after yet, FOUR MONTHS, thanks to usless roomates who can't pay the fucking bill since his fiancee has a fucking spending problem (I don't fucking care if you read this, my ex roommate) I'm stuck living back at home with parents who obviously don't want me living here. My mother PROMISED me she wouldn't yell at me when I got evicted from my apartment, yet that's all she's done, including the worst yet, on christmas eve: "It's all your fault that my daughter can't come here now because you got a damn cold because you smoke thoes damn cigarettes. I'ts all YOUR FAULT after ALL the work I do to make this holiday nice"
Yea, fucking thanks for the guilt trip, because I obviously wanted to be fucking sick, and my usless sister dosn't want to expose her newborn to a cold. What the fuck am I sppose to do? Soon, I'm going to be alone. My roomate prooved to be usless and stopped talking to me, my other friend is leaving for the navy in six months, and my last friend is moving out of town sometime soon for when his girlfriend is ready to finish work. I'm single, can't find a job for shit, and I hate life. I'm the only one I know who's not with someone, and I'm quite suicidal. No, I don't fucking care if I die. What the fuck do I have to lose? All my friends have their own lives and are moving on, My parents are in retirement stage where they don't feel like dealing with me, yet they feel forced too, as I said I can't hold a job for more then 4 months to be stable enough to live on my own. I've been brow beaten enough to be shown that I"m nothing more then a pile of worthless shirt. What the FUCK am I suppose to do?! I'm sick of waiting for something good. 20 fucking year of being alone and bullied and taunted. It really didn't help when that fucking bullshit drama happened when I was still an admin here either. My life sucks, I know that, everyone around me knows that. A fuckign coat and a box is in the middle of my floor, and it's considered fucking messy enough for my parents to threaten to kick me to the fucking curb. I for some goddamn reason can't get unemployment. I've been hounding them for more then a month, I have bills due with no money, my car is almost out of gas. WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO. I'm sick of it all. Nothing good happens to me, and if it does, it's taken from me. The first car I have I drive a little too wildly, and refuses to pass I and M, the second car I get I love, and two weeks and I get T Boned by some asshole, and the car is trashed. I get a third fucking car, and yet this damn thing has a radiator leak. Real fucking lovely. Yes, I have a big screen TV now. Yet I can't enjoy it with my games because I dont' know when something will happen and it'll die. My dad hates it when I have anyone over because I'm "Too old for that stuff" So what the fuck is a worthless jobless peice of shit suppose to do to continue living? Because I have a very big knife, and I'm tempted to use it. (Last edited by Kaijin Surohm on 01-02-08 10:59 PM) |
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True Flight The One Since: 08-21-04 Since last post: 99 days Last activity: 99 days |
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| NO STOP DON'T....
In that order you nit wit. 1. Get up and get over it. 2. Find something else to do. 3. You're not worthless you just got a hurdle to jump. You're not going to go through with it. If you so even go half way, I'm coming to Oregon myself and punching your lights out. Anyway... Have you tried college. Have you even TRIED to attend college. Because our college has a career center meaning that they find students who are good with computers to work for 19 hours out of the week. come on there are tons of solutions. and the pay for college you need to send in you FAFSA and get some pell grants. |
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Elara Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable  Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 100 days Last activity: 100 days |
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| Don't make me pull the "my misery dick is bigger than yours" card again Kaijin. I will.
Seriously, if you feel that hopeless then join the military as well or something. There are ways, you just need to find them. And big fucking deal, your single. You know what you've missed out on? Being lied to, being cheated on, being taken for granted, and having your heart broken. You've avoided most of the high school dating bullshit that spans into the late 20s. You'll find someone when the right person comes along, and it's nothing worth killing yourself over. Throw your mom into anger management, join her as well. You will be fine, you just have to hang in there and keep doing the best you can. |
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Katana Dark Wizard \"She said tonight...come on come on collide...see what I fire feels like..I bet its just like heaven.\"  Since: 08-15-04 From: Philadelphia, P.A. Since last post: 1554 days Last activity: 1372 days |
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| They're right, Vampire Boy. Absolutely right. There are still TONS of options out there. I understand it's a bit hard. We all do. A good chunk of us here are all about the same age. We're all dealing with the whole "growing up" thing and figuring out where we are.
It blows. And sometimes, out of frustration, you just wanna sit back and say "fuck it all" and then go through with just not caring. It's okay to do the first part. It's okay to just stop everything, sit back, and just let frustration out, in certain ways of course, but you're not dumb, so I don't need to map out specific ways to handle frustration. Shit, it's even okay to do what you just did. I've done it. Publicly announce how much your life sucks...do it among a bunch of peers. Why? Because there are people there that can stand up and say "Hey buddy, my life sucks too. Get in line." And as long as there are people who can turn around and say that to you, that means you are NOT alone, and since you're not alone, you have a network for help. Nobody can get up and make you do anything. All that physical stuff, you gotta go on your own, but at least people can try to help you out mentally and emotionally. (Mentally: Offer some advice and suggestions. Emotionally: Helping you to not feel so alone at least.) |
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Xeios You WANKER! Since: 08-16-04 Since last post: 5074 days Last activity: 1384 days |
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| Pfft. Quitter.
Become confident in yourself. -> You will get a girl. Stop bitching. -> You will like your job better. Don't think of people as worthless. -> You will get more friends. |
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Bitmap #1 Enhancement Shaman US Ravenholdt  Since: 09-05-04 From: His Laughin' Place Since last post: 4556 days Last activity: 4550 days |
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| Just remember, now matter how much you think your life is an emotional drama llama series, someone out there has a bigger problem than you do.
Im still being picked on, and im the same age as you are, deal with it. Its life, and its up to you to stand up for yourself and let it be known that you are not dealing with that chicken shit bullshit. Seriously, grow some balls and tell your balls that you are the man. Be more confident, if you cant, then go ahead and cry to mommy, cause complaining about it is only accepted in Yahoo "Emo" chatrooms. Sorry to be blunt, but seriously, its the only thing to say in this kinda situation. Nothing personal  |
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Logos Again? Banned  Since: 07-24-06 Since last post: 6104 days Last activity: 6194 days |
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Originally posted by Elara Even the military won't take me. ;( |
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