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Trigger Happy Jones         Since: 02-21-06 From: It's not hell... But it sure feels like it. *sweating* Since last post: 6496 days Last activity: 6496 days |
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| That reply must of came during while I was typing my post, because I jumped off right after my post.
My bad. Damn this dial-up. Just replace the M4 with the Chevy. I'll compensate you later for a couple more later. Those lines you did on the Chevy pick makes it look kickassier (IT'S NOT A WORD!!!) I love my pickup. It ain't mine yet, but soon... Yeah, baby. (Last edited by Trigger Happy Jones on 05-16-06 01:50 AM) |
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Trigger Happy Jones Since: 02-21-06 From: It's not hell... But it sure feels like it. *sweating* Since last post: 6496 days Last activity: 6496 days |
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| I can't sleep.
Guilt. That's why. Since childhood, I've had problems socializing with kids. I grew up in a country home, most of the time, completely isolated from contact with other children. When I got older, my mother shifted almost all attention from me to my cousin, who parents were getting divorced. This lasted for two years. I was constantly riddiculed in middle school and recieved almost no attention from my parents. I began to slip into severe depression and teachers immediately recognized it. The harrassment intensified and the pyschologist suggested that I immediately go on powerful anti-depessants. Mom was paying more attention then, but could do little to halt the non-stop belittling and verbal threats. I was once punched in the back of the head in the lunch line, because I "read too much". I was called many names, mainly chicken shit, fat ass, and some I can't mention. This fucking shit continued till high school. I recovered from depression, stopped taking the meds, and made peace with the fact that everyone in that school hated my fucking guts. I thought I was better, honestly, but the single thing that plagues my sleep is guilt. Guilt from every failure and embarrasment I've ever accumulated. I remember fuck-ups as much as 14 years ago, and it show no signs of stopping. I'm so damn worried about saying the wrong thing on these very forums, that I had a nightmare last night about being banned. I keep talking about myself because I cannot identify with anybody here on this board or anywhere else for that matter. I don't know how to start a conversation well, and people like Sajin have seen how fucked up I was in the earlier years of High school. Self-absorbed because all I ever done before was take care of myself on a psychological level and had no chance for nobody else. I thought friends were impossible unless you were popular, and girls were out of the question. Things change, but the Darwinistic battle to survive our educational system will always remain the same. I grew up despising the system that put me through a daily hell. At one point, I nearly forsaken god, because I was convinced he wouldn't allow such an attrocity to happen to his own children. I feel like I made many mistakes in my life and angered many people. Here we are, at the graduation of high school. Many will look back and become nostalgic. I'll remember it like a limbless veteran remembers Vietnam, "Glad this fucking hell is over, let's not even remotely discuss it no more." The few fond memories will always be overwhelmed by the thousands of hellish nightmares that proprogate from this apathetic system. I feel a lot better now that I've gotten that out of the open. This board has allowed me to vent my frustrations and woes in ways that would induce anger and indifference anywhere else. Thanks for letting me vent. |
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Trigger Happy Jones Since: 02-21-06 From: It's not hell... But it sure feels like it. *sweating* Since last post: 6496 days Last activity: 6496 days |
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| Thanks, dude.
It's just weird that I just feel guilty when I try to sleep, ya know? |
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Trigger Happy Jones Since: 02-21-06 From: It's not hell... But it sure feels like it. *sweating* Since last post: 6496 days Last activity: 6496 days |
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| I've said it before. I'm not going to miss it, but I did have some good times.
Today was our last day... Well, excluding the graduation ceremony. Plans? They involve crooked cops, a cache full of cheap counterfeit watches, and the Mexican border. 
Seriously, I don't know what to do. Georgia is kinda boring. |
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Trigger Happy Jones Since: 02-21-06 From: It's not hell... But it sure feels like it. *sweating* Since last post: 6496 days Last activity: 6496 days |
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| I hope you realize I'm joking, right?
I guess I have to build the wall... Out of sticks. When you leave? |
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Trigger Happy Jones Since: 02-21-06 From: It's not hell... But it sure feels like it. *sweating* Since last post: 6496 days Last activity: 6496 days |
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| Cool. You had me going for a sec there.
I'd write the URL to this site on a dollar, but woe is me, I do not have a perm marker. *Writes URL on forehead* |
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Trigger Happy Jones Since: 02-21-06 From: It's not hell... But it sure feels like it. *sweating* Since last post: 6496 days Last activity: 6496 days |
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| Artwork's really smooth... I like it. | |||
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Trigger Happy Jones Since: 02-21-06 From: It's not hell... But it sure feels like it. *sweating* Since last post: 6496 days Last activity: 6496 days |
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| Snow foxes look kinda evil... Just sitting there... Staring at me... On top of my monitor. Of course, you might be asking, "THJ, why the hell is an animal whose home is obviously in Tundric conditions staring at you on top of your monitor in Georgia?".
I don't know. Stop asking me questions and get off my property before I put a window through your face. ...Oh, and welcome P a n d a. Pandas kick so much more ass than those creepy little snow foxes... *shudders* They eat bamboo! (Last edited by Trigger Happy Jones on 05-17-06 09:59 PM) |
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Trigger Happy Jones Since: 02-21-06 From: It's not hell... But it sure feels like it. *sweating* Since last post: 6496 days Last activity: 6496 days |
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| I think Vincent kicks ass.
I've been meaning to find a new one... but I'm just a lazy bastard. |
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Trigger Happy Jones Since: 02-21-06 From: It's not hell... But it sure feels like it. *sweating* Since last post: 6496 days Last activity: 6496 days |
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| I hate those who try to make people's life difficult just so they can chuckle at it. Mind you, not a practical joke or joshing with fellow friends, but those racist dickheads who sit together at a table in the back, chunking random crap and laugh like it's the funniest shit they ever seen.
But hate is a strong word... That's why I'm using it.
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Trigger Happy Jones Since: 02-21-06 From: It's not hell... But it sure feels like it. *sweating* Since last post: 6496 days Last activity: 6496 days |
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| I'm Trigger, and I am the local redneck.
Enjoy and post a lot. Just whatever you do, don't eat the brownie. |
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Trigger Happy Jones Since: 02-21-06 From: It's not hell... But it sure feels like it. *sweating* Since last post: 6496 days Last activity: 6496 days |
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Originally posted by Zabuza Pseudo-Non-Conformism. It's kinda sad. No problem with that, as long as they leave me and my friends the hell alone. |
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Trigger Happy Jones Since: 02-21-06 From: It's not hell... But it sure feels like it. *sweating* Since last post: 6496 days Last activity: 6496 days |
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I once bought a pair, and one side of the ear piece didn't work. I was beyond pissed... It was a state of anger that cannot be discribed with words... Although they only cost 3 dollars.
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Trigger Happy Jones Since: 02-21-06 From: It's not hell... But it sure feels like it. *sweating* Since last post: 6496 days Last activity: 6496 days |
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Originally posted by Princess Xeiette Well, I don't want to be called a nazi... But I like to remain a guy, soooo... *Throws smoke bomb, flees from thread* |
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Trigger Happy Jones Since: 02-21-06 From: It's not hell... But it sure feels like it. *sweating* Since last post: 6496 days Last activity: 6496 days |
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| Happy birthday!
Sorry about the one-liner. |
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Trigger Happy Jones Since: 02-21-06 From: It's not hell... But it sure feels like it. *sweating* Since last post: 6496 days Last activity: 6496 days |
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Trigger Happy Jones Since: 02-21-06 From: It's not hell... But it sure feels like it. *sweating* Since last post: 6496 days Last activity: 6496 days |
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| I believe those are boobies.
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Trigger Happy Jones Since: 02-21-06 From: It's not hell... But it sure feels like it. *sweating* Since last post: 6496 days Last activity: 6496 days |
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| An extremely basic collection (Updated!):
Xbox 360: Halo 2 COD2 Ghost Recon: Advanced Warfighter PC: Farcry Sims 2 (+ All exspansions so far) C&C Ground Zero Zoo Tycoon 2 Roller Coaster Tycoon 3 A freaking crapload of PS2 games. GTASA and Way of the Samurai are my favorites (Last edited by Trigger Happy Jones on 05-27-06 01:13 AM) |
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Trigger Happy Jones Since: 02-21-06 From: It's not hell... But it sure feels like it. *sweating* Since last post: 6496 days Last activity: 6496 days |
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| Already got $150 in da bank.
Can you say Video Game spree? |
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Trigger Happy Jones Since: 02-21-06 From: It's not hell... But it sure feels like it. *sweating* Since last post: 6496 days Last activity: 6496 days |
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| My dad has skin cancer. It's mostly non-threatening, but a couple of lesions every once in a while has to be removed. But sun exposure wasn't the sole factor in it's development. He was a heavy cigar smoker.
But, anyway, I hide inside the house, and wait till sundown before I do any work outside. |
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