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caxama

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Since: 06-22-05
From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine

Since last post: 6443 days
Last activity: 6056 days
Posted on 07-27-05 03:31 PM, in im sick and tried of being hated!! Link
I don't hate you.And Elara's right, you are still growing emotionally and you will never stop. It's just something that we all have to deal with. I know what it's like having someone act like they care about you only to drop you like a week old bag of easter candy.It hurts, and I got a secret for you, it always will.But don't give up on love. I believe that there is a person out there for everyone, it just takes time to find them. Please don't give up, it makes me sad/annoyed when people give up without a fight
caxama

Archer








Since: 06-22-05
From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine

Since last post: 6443 days
Last activity: 6056 days
Posted on 07-27-05 03:40 PM, in I feel like a joke this month Link
I'm sorry that things got so overwellming ( I can't spell)

*HUGS, KISSES, and ESKIMO KISSES*

You should know by now that you are much loved here. Personally, though I cannot see your face, or know you in person, I feel that you are special and good. You should also know that all of us are here for you.

F.Y.I I;m with Elara, anyone telling you to STFU can deal with the rest of us. *Looks at Elara* and I brought the shiny cattle prod. Just let me know when or if you want to use it on someone.You know what they say, what's mine is yours....
caxama

Archer








Since: 06-22-05
From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine

Since last post: 6443 days
Last activity: 6056 days
Posted on 07-27-05 03:55 PM, in Your Pajamas! Link
During the winter it's either sweats( or else I freeze) or flannel pants and a long sleeved shirt. And socks are a must for me. Yeah, I get cold easy too.

summer it's most likely a pair of short and a tee shirt,or a tank and panties. Sometimes, like if it's chilly (like it has been) I wear a pair of pants and a tee shirt.
The big shirts I have I generally steal form my cousin cause he always leaves a couple at my house.
caxama

Archer








Since: 06-22-05
From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine

Since last post: 6443 days
Last activity: 6056 days
Posted on 08-01-05 02:34 PM, in Caxama's Poems Link
The last one was a set of lyrics.
caxama

Archer








Since: 06-22-05
From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine

Since last post: 6443 days
Last activity: 6056 days
Posted on 08-01-05 02:54 PM, in poetry Link
I really liked "Heartbeat" and "Indigo Lullaby" Both were beautiful. But out of those, I think that "Heartbeat" is my favorite, it has a great beat (No pun intended) it was gental in ryme but it had so much behind it, at least it looked and sounded that way to me. If you keep posting them, I'll keep reading them.
caxama

Archer








Since: 06-22-05
From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine

Since last post: 6443 days
Last activity: 6056 days
Posted on 09-08-05 12:16 PM, in Layout Thread Link
Mines not all that special, But hey, I like it, and that's all that counts. Right?
Yeah, thanks to Jexim for doing this for me because I am so not that computer savvy.
caxama

Archer








Since: 06-22-05
From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine

Since last post: 6443 days
Last activity: 6056 days
Posted on 09-12-05 01:07 PM, in A random thought of the day Link


There is no measure to the Volatility
caxama

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Since: 06-22-05
From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine

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Posted on 09-14-05 12:17 PM, in A random thought of the day Link

We wear too many masks.
caxama

Archer








Since: 06-22-05
From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine

Since last post: 6443 days
Last activity: 6056 days
Posted on 09-16-05 12:35 PM, in A random thought of the day Link
You are happy even if you refuse to admit it



*Guys, please come up with something original, lyrics are not your own thoughts unless you right them.*

*By the way, these are ment to be something for you tothink about, could you all maybe put what you think? I'm kind of doing an experiment for a psych class about the way people think and react to thought provoking ideas. I should have mentioned it earlier but I forgot, thanks though, every contribution helps me.*
caxama

Archer








Since: 06-22-05
From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine

Since last post: 6443 days
Last activity: 6056 days
Posted on 09-20-05 01:07 PM, in A random thought of the day Link
Those are great thanks, you guys rock and all deserve pixi sticks for putting up with me...HUGS
caxama

Archer








Since: 06-22-05
From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine

Since last post: 6443 days
Last activity: 6056 days
Posted on 11-05-05 01:09 PM, in Learning To Breathe Link
Tight and Burning
The Hell Fires of Hades
Has asended into my lungs

Gasping
Clawing
The Darkness begins to win

Hope
All I need
I don't want to die

Why doesn't someone see me?
Has the darkness swallowed me yet?
Help Me...Please

Mind is swimming
Tierd, so very tierd
I can't fight it anymore

Dimly aware
Numb to the surroungings
An arm around my waist

I can't feel the dock beneathe me
I can't feel the life giving air that is forced into me
I can't...

Eyes open
A blurry face before me
Am I dead?
Is this Gabriel, come to claim me

A roiling, churning feeling from deep within me
A torrent of death epelled.
Air
The most beautiful element.

caxama

Archer








Since: 06-22-05
From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine

Since last post: 6443 days
Last activity: 6056 days
Posted on 11-05-05 01:13 PM, in How All Came To Be (or as much as I have written of it in 2 hours at least) Link
WOW! That was beautiful, I could follow it, and once I started to read it I had to finish it. It was beauty in chaos, but chaos became order. Thus you have capture an eccence of life. I'm very impressed.
caxama

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Since: 06-22-05
From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine

Since last post: 6443 days
Last activity: 6056 days
Posted on 11-08-05 01:06 PM, in Broken Bones Link
I've broken my foot falling over a piece of asphalt when the street near my school was being redone , I was taken home by a crossing guard.
I've appearently broken my wrist twice in the same place:
1st: I was 6, I was running across the parking lot in my apartment complex and hit an oil slick- I slid hands first into the curb (Owwie)
2nd: A kid called my foster sister and I some pretty nasty names and made her cry so I hit him, he had a huge purple bruise on his shoulder and I fractured my wrist.

I've sprained my ankle falling off a curb, and when my boyfriend tackled me , we were playing kamakaze tag ( free for all but violent)
But other than that, I've always been brusied in one place or another.
caxama

Archer








Since: 06-22-05
From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine

Since last post: 6443 days
Last activity: 6056 days
Posted on 11-12-05 02:11 PM, in Learning To Breathe Link
As you all probably figured out she was drowning and was saved, kind of life immitating (yes sometimes I can't spell) art. But truth be told, this actually happened. And yes, when you're about thisclose to dying, there is a light. Don't laugh at me, it's true, and it's a terrifing but beautiful (I'm strange I know) experience.
caxama

Archer








Since: 06-22-05
From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine

Since last post: 6443 days
Last activity: 6056 days
Posted on 11-12-05 02:18 PM, in Well, have you? Link
Ever been afraid of yourself?
Ever wish you could take the past back?
The horrible things you did or said,
The foolish mistakes you made,
Well, have you?

Ever wish you could ease one heart from breaking?
Ever wish you could make the wrongs right?
The pain of the heart, gone
The scares in the soul, gone.
Well, have you?

Ever wondered why you've done something?
Ever second guess yourself?
The past, is the past
The future, still worth living.
Well, have you?
caxama

Archer








Since: 06-22-05
From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine

Since last post: 6443 days
Last activity: 6056 days
Posted on 11-12-05 02:27 PM, in Children? Link
Katana, you sound just like my mother, and I'm an only...

But on topic, I've actually talked to my boyfriend and we would like achild or two, but we want to wait until we're legally married and able to support them. But he's been really positive about it, and I don't know about you guys but I think the best scent in the world has to be a baby...The best feeling, being loved by a child just because you are a part of their life, you never have to give them a reason, they just automatically love you, and I think that's beautiful.

caxama

Archer








Since: 06-22-05
From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine

Since last post: 6443 days
Last activity: 6056 days
Posted on 11-12-05 02:37 PM, in My baby... (3d sonograms and stuffs) Link
OH my Goddess! ( and I don't mean the Manga)

Those pictures are indredible! I cried too when I saw them, I think I agree with everyone else here, you're going to be the best mother!

I'm so very happy for you!!!!!!!!!!!

*Hugs, Kisses, and diaper service*
caxama

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Since: 06-22-05
From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine

Since last post: 6443 days
Last activity: 6056 days
Posted on 12-08-05 12:26 PM, in Two Wishes For You And I Link
I wish for a world
Where all is peace and perfection
Much would change from how it is know
But not you and I

I wish for a time
Of infnate length
A time with just you and I
Holding each other
Just you and I

These two wishes
Melded together in untiy
Creation of time and place
Where love exists in perfection
Together you and I

A unifying connection
Heart, Soul, Mind, and Hand
In each other's arms
I will love you forever
A granted wish for just you and I.


This was written by my boyfriend, the sweetheart that he is, and I thought that I would share it with you all.
caxama

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Since: 06-22-05
From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine

Since last post: 6443 days
Last activity: 6056 days
Posted on 12-12-05 12:33 PM, in Two Wishes For You And I Link
thanks, I'll tell him that you liked it.
He happens to be under the impression that I am the only one that thinks his writting is worth anything.
caxama

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Since: 06-22-05
From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine

Since last post: 6443 days
Last activity: 6056 days
Posted on 12-14-05 12:26 PM, in Christmas Card Thread! Link
Why in the hell not? After all, it is the Christmas saeson after all.
So here you go

Dawna Goldsmith
10 Montclair Crt,
Petaluma, CA 94954

And if you sell/ use this for anything else I will hunt you down and you will regret it.
*Glares somewhat threateningly before falling off chair*
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