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Xeogaming Forums - - Posts by Cteno
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Cteno

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Posted on 07-26-10 09:50 AM, in Xeogaming Office - 2017 Year of the Ancient Forbidden Fruit! Link
Originally posted by Phoenix
Originally posted by Gunmetal Badass
-MY FIRST FUCKING POST IN THIS THREAD, OH MY GOD!!


Epic.

And I hope that your aren't doing all of those things at once. Minds will be blown.

Not this time, but I did once before!

...and I captured the Warsong Gulch flag TWICE.
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Posted on 07-26-10 12:26 PM, in Love torn asunder Link
Well... Over the last month, I found a new friend. She was in a bind. She was with a douchebag asshole who never said thank you, said that he'd like to see her kid dead, was just a complete dick to her in general. Well, we became friends over Facebook and we started a D&D group. It eventually winded down to her leaving him and hooking up with me and I thought I had found love again... I was wrong.

2 days after we got together, she decided that she wanted to break up so she could get her head together, which I was totally fine with. She even said that she was still in love with that asshole, which I could understand... But now she wants to actually go back to him and it's tearing me apart.

I tried being giving. I watched after and bonded with Jaidyn (her son). I tried to show her the appreciation that she deserved.

All of my caring was thrown back into my face, apparently I need to only care about myself.

Here's the kicker: I was planning on killing myself when she messaged me. I had lost multiple friends because they couldn't stand my "bitching". Well, I'm sorry I have depression! They said that I was sad for no reason and that I needed to grow up... but they just could never fucking understand. I don't need a reason to be upset, it just fucking happens! The feeling of abandonment on top of that sent me over the edge. I was going to sneak out when everybody fell asleep and either jumped out in traffic or off a bridge or something...

She saved my fucking life... but now I'm feeling quite volatile again, now she has abandoned me too. She's still living with me but I know that it's only a matter of time before she stops talking to me altogether. I feel like I really fucked up big time but I can't for the life of me think of what I did!

I could really use a friend right now... I'm sorry I took off for so long but I've really been having a tough time with my life.
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Posted on 07-26-10 02:14 PM, in Love torn asunder Link
She is leaving, that's what got me upset to begin with. Everything I do now seems to exacerbate the situation even more, she just basically told me to go fuck myself. Well, sorry for trying to help.

I'm feeling like I shouldn't even have to try on behalf of others anymore. I rarely get appreciation for it and it's just too much effort for people who don't care about me.
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Posted on 07-26-10 08:28 PM, in Love torn asunder Link
You guys make more sense than I ever could... Thanks. You know, I really need to change. I don't want to be an asshole, I just can't turn myself into something like that. I need to set goals and feel some accomplishment but I'm somewhat unsure where to start...
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Posted on 07-27-10 01:46 AM, in GREETINGS! Link
Welcome back, dude!

You were just in time, Rogue was damn close to passing you in posts!
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Posted on 07-27-10 01:48 AM, in What're you listening to? Link
Unia by Sonata Arctica. I'm finding new meaning in the songs lately.
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Posted on 07-27-10 02:50 PM, in Do you have Adult ADHD? Link
I scored 11. Not sure what to think of it.
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Posted on 07-27-10 02:55 PM, in Love torn asunder Link
I'm screwed... Elara won't let me play in the street...

Today is going a lot better than yesterday, I'm not feeling depressed but I definitely feel jealousy, which I didn't realize that I was feeling yesterday. I don't know... What if she met me before she met him? Bah, not something I need to be dwelling upon. It's none of my business.
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Posted on 07-27-10 02:57 PM, in Weird Gaming Facts and Questions Link
How come in every single zombie apocalypse type game ever (Resident Evil, Dead Rising, Left 4 Dead), everybody is turned into a zombie after being bitten... but what about your character?
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Posted on 07-27-10 05:58 PM, in Do you have Adult ADHD? Link
Originally posted by Bitmap
I got a 7. Then I forgot what test I took. Who wants cookies?

Me me me! I love cake!
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Posted on 07-27-10 06:07 PM, in Nerdy / Embarrassing moments in your life Link
Let's see, I'm embarrassed pretty easily so I'd have to say... Probably whenever Scott and I do our "Die monster, you don't belong in this world!" tangent. We'll throw it into the middle of a conversation something like this:

Random person: "Yeah, my toothpaste left a nasty taste in my mouth."
Me: "Die toothpaste, you don't belong in this mouth!"
Scott: "It was not by my fluoride I am once again making your mouth fresh! I was called here by dentists who wish to use me instead of Trident!"
Me: "Trident?! You steal my mouth's bacteria and make them your slaves!"
Scott: "Perhaps the same could be said of all dental hygiene products..."
Me: "Your words are as empty as my mouthwash bottle! The Tooth Fairy ill needs a Colgate such as you!"
Scott: "WHAT IS A TOOTH FAIRY?! A miserable little pile of baby teeth! But enough talk, HAVE AT YOU!"

These are the defining moments of my life.


(Last edited by Gunmetal Badass on 07-27-10 06:08 PM)
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Posted on 07-27-10 06:16 PM, in Harddrives Link
Kind of a bump.

I just ordered a 1.5 TB Seagate. I can't wait to put that badboy in! Then I won't have to uninstall something from Steam every couple of days, hehe.
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Posted on 07-27-10 06:17 PM, in New to the board? Introduce yourself here! Link
Welcome back and enjoy your stay!
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Posted on 07-28-10 01:04 PM, in Nerdy / Embarrassing moments in your life Link
Originally posted by Vulkar
I've hosted three Star Wars marathons, and two Lord of the Rings marathons. I don't think I could get any more nerdy than that, xD.

Oh jeez, I hosted 2 Star Wars Ice Cream Sleepovers. They were amazing.
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Posted on 07-28-10 04:59 PM, in The person below me Link
True. The person below me likes heavy metal.
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Posted on 07-28-10 10:58 PM, in The person below me Link
True. A thousand times true.

The person below me is the person below me (I'm not very creative at the moment...)
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Posted on 07-28-10 11:01 PM, in Almighty Metal Thread \m/ Link
Lots of Iron Maiden lately.

I've also been looking for some good Doom Metal. Oh Xeogaming, grant me your knowledge!
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Posted on 07-29-10 10:42 PM, in What would your profession be? Link
I want to do something in either the field of art or music. I don't care that they don't make as much money, I just want to do what I love.
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Posted on 08-01-10 04:27 AM, in Type the Username Above Yours - With Your Nose Link
Phoenix

This sentence is also with my nose.
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Posted on 08-02-10 06:32 AM, in The person below me Link
Wow, never noticed that I did that!

True!

The person below me thinks my name is awesome.
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