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Pockets Werewolf pockets         Since: 10-20-04 Since last post: 5096 days Last activity: 4612 days |
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| It has come to my attention that the world is nothing but pain. The people you let get close to you are in a position to hurt you more than anything else imaginable. Physical torture would be preferable to the emotional torment you can go through.
At least physical injuries can heal. Emotional ones never heal. Ever. This is something I used to know. And like an idiot I forgot about it and let myself open exactly when I shouldn't have. A word to the wise. Be very careful about who you trust. |
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Makura Since: 01-22-05 From: The restaurant at the end of the universe.... Since last post: 5892 days Last activity: 5157 days |
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| I know what you mean, bro. Emotional pain scars for life. I was gonna start a new thread about this, I still may, but Jamie and I aren't boyfriend and girlfried anymore.The emotional pain hurt, but that's ok.
I trust three people in this world and that's how I plan to keep it, but there are things that are worth the emotional pain. Sometimes you just have to put yourself out there. I personally am a strong person and I have learned that things CAN be worth devastation. |
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Pockets Werewolf pockets Since: 10-20-04 Since last post: 5096 days Last activity: 4612 days |
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| I was thinking that too. I was thinking that the pain I've dealt with the last couple months was worth the months that I was the happiest I've ever been in my entire life.
But right now it hurts too god damned much. Every fucking day it hurts and it's not getting any better at all. |
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Savedox Berserker You put a bullet in my head, Till black turns to red! This could all end in tragedy!  Since: 08-20-04 From: Read \"Real Name\" Since last post: 4549 days Last activity: 1638 days |
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| I know what you mean Pocket's but my emotional pain is a little different if you are brow beaten everyday for six years you start to die emotionally. It takes alot for me to live everyday because everytime I think of the past all it brings is even more pain and then I get depressed. It suck's | |||
Benja Battering Bird Since: 08-15-04 From: none of your damn business Since last post: 511 days Last activity: 511 days |
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| Boy do I know where you are coming from brother. Not only does it hurt your gut, but it hurts your mind as well, as you play a game of "who can you trust?" I know well what you mean and all i can do is offer my condolences. | |||
Elara Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable  Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 105 days Last activity: 105 days |
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| *huggles all four of you*
I know, and I agree with you guys. Emotional pain I think is the most horrible type of pain that one can ever experience because it takes ages to even start to heal, and no matter what it leaves ugly scars... I have a lot of them myself. But I've ranted here far to much to do it again. It is very hard to trust someone again after you are hurt like that, almost unthinkable, but it can happen. I was lucky enough to be able to put my trust in someone again, so I know it can happen. Pockets, I know what you went through has been a living nightmare luv, and I wish that you could have been spared the pain of it all. It kills me to see the people that I care about in pain. I care about everyone on this board to that degree, but especially the people that I know in real life like you and Makura. If there is anything that I can do, even if it's just being that little psychologist that you can rant to, I am here for you... all of you. Makura, sweetie, I am so sorry to hear about that! You know I'm hear to talk if you need me. Drizzt, though I don't know you as well as I've known people like Rain and Evo, and even Kaijin to a degree, through them I've learned a bit about you, and through your LJ I've learned more about what you've been through, and it's horrible that you have to deal with that kind of shit. I know that what I'm saying probably won't mean as much to you because I'm just a girl that lives hundreds of miles away; but I say this because I consider you my friend. I know that the past hurts, gods do I know, but you can't let the horrors of the past defeat you. You are a strong person, and you are a very sweet person, and I believe that you can rise above all this shit in your life that you've had to deal with. You have a lot of anger inside, and you have your demons to excercise, and you need to find a way to do it, and once you do you will be stronger than ever. Just know that no matter how dark the path you are on seems, no matter how desolate, that you are never alone. I'm here for you, Katie is here for you, as is Kaijin and all the people that care about you. Never forget that. Benja... well. We've talked about this before, so you know what I'd say to you on the matter. I just hope that I was never one to truly cause you pain. (Last edited by Elara on 08-01-05 05:05 AM) |
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Savedox Berserker You put a bullet in my head, Till black turns to red! This could all end in tragedy! Since: 08-20-04 From: Read \"Real Name\" Since last post: 4549 days Last activity: 1638 days |
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| Thanks Elara that really does mean alot to me that people care enough about me to give me advice. If there's anything I can do for you just ask and ill try to help out in anyway I can. | |||
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Benja Battering Bird Since: 08-15-04 From: none of your damn business Since last post: 511 days Last activity: 511 days |
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| Sorry my memory seems jacked at the moment, i wouldnt know what youd say. Did it hurt................well............ | |||
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Elara Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 105 days Last activity: 105 days |
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| Pretty much what I've said to the others really. If I did hurt you, I am sorry. | |||
Azen Dalin Thief  Since: 08-30-04 Since last post: 6629 days Last activity: 6628 days |
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| *sighs* read this whole thing before you all PM me and ridicule me over what I'm saying.
...Okay...stop. I'm sorry, I love every person on this board...but currently I'm tired of people posting things like this. I've been hurt, scarred, and even wanted to be killed...but you know what, you move on. Life is a bitch...almost all the time. HOWEVER: You've got to have faith in yourself that you WILL move on, its as simple as that. If you dwell on the past it will only make you bitter Pockets. A philosphy I think everyone on the board should take into account: "The bad times can do two things to you: make you bitter or make you better." My biological father, someone I trusted the very most, broke my trust in more than one way...he hurt me beyond anyone's possible comprehension. I have been in serious relationships, been broken up with, and NOTHING compares to that sort of pain. But I'm alive...aren't I? I'm still here and I allowed my past to make me a better person. Life will throw what has happened to you back in your face about a hundred times, but you've got to know, there are people out there that love you. Whether its your parents, or just people on the board. There are still people out there with good hearts that you can trust...take it from me, I know. BUT if you allow this to eat you alive, life will only get worse. I've been where you are, probably in a worse state of mind. So, the moral of this post: Get over it and move on. It may sound harsh, but that's the reality of things. |
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True Flight The One Since: 08-21-04 Since last post: 105 days Last activity: 105 days |
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| I agree with my sis here. After all she took it worse than me. I could never take as much as she could. I've been hurt way worse by trust issues though. I just want to know some things though. Are you all ever going to move on? Are you ever all going to get up and stand instead of crawl? Are you all ever going to live your life to the fullest instead of staying in this depressed stage?
Some people actually have it way worse... You know? I don't want to describe some of the things I've seen and experienced. |
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Leviathan Magician  Since: 07-20-05 From: The 217th layer of hell. Quite temperate actually. Since last post: 5544 days Last activity: 5456 days |
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| My mother raised me. She is a paranoid schitzophrenic with manic depressive tendancies. My father left us when i was..four, i believe..then seven..then ten.
Pain's a bitch. Suck it up and move on. We all have to deal with it in one way or another...those who can't make meals of shotgun barrels. Ahh..yes. That reminds me of the time my uncle blew my step-aunt's head off with a shotgun. Nice woman too. Getting my point? I'm still kicking..True and Kaze are still kicking. You live..you get hurt..you live. Simple equation. |
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