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caxama Archer          Since: 06-22-05 From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine Since last post: 6839 days Last activity: 6452 days |
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caxama Archer Since: 06-22-05 From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine Since last post: 6839 days Last activity: 6452 days |
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| I hated you for so long
Without ever knowing why. You had everything And I was left out in the cold. I never knew the truth Until it was just too late. An apology was needed I could have saved you from this fate. My foolish pride And your inability to compromise What a team we could have made. You were my light Where I was your darkness Together we are whole Apart we are shattered Please forgive me. Please. My enemy My Equal My Yin My Sister. We are but angels with only half our wings, we must embrace one another to fly. |
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caxama Archer Since: 06-22-05 From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine Since last post: 6839 days Last activity: 6452 days |
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| I like both of your poems. Actually, I always like your work. They are always so beautiful, and there are times when I believe that darkness, with all its' secrets, is more beautiful than the sometimes harsh planes of light.
You have an incredible talent, not many can put thought and emotion into words, let alone make it beautiful. You have my respect. And for that, I would bow to you. |
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caxama Archer Since: 06-22-05 From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine Since last post: 6839 days Last activity: 6452 days |
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| It was really nothing special, I guess you could say that Jexim named me. We were sitting in summer school (blah, I hate it, he made it fun) and he told me about the forum so I said I'd try it. I couldn't think of a name so he suggested moving the consenants in my name either up or down one consenant, I've been Caxama ever since. (By the way, if anyone ever gets truely interseted in figuring out who I am, there is the hint right there.) But yeah, Jex is strange to say the least, if you want to know where he got the idea you'll have to PM him or something like that. | |||
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caxama Archer Since: 06-22-05 From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine Since last post: 6839 days Last activity: 6452 days |
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| In a place of perfect meadows
And a land of purple mountains If you seek me you will find me Hidden behind a rose fountain Come and dance along the river With the spirits and the wilds Under silver mooned lining We will dance beside the fires Lay beneath the wicked heavens And tell me all your deepest secrets I will keep them with my garden And feed them from my crimson firth Look into my nightened mirror A taintless reflection you shall see Then drink from my ebony estuary And remain with me here for all of eternity Once you descry me in the roses I will haunt your perfect dreams You will never forget my face I will bedevil all your fantasies Come and kiss my silkened lips And feel your troubles melt away Into smoky, tainted waters Then glasify into the atmosphere Run with me through rosy forests And stand under a sapphire cascade Hold your hands under the water And all your fears will wash away We'll twirl and spin the web of air And sing with the tempestuous wind The ether will bend to our desire And we'll be the very image of sin Let your burning infatuations free Let them tingle and kindle in the inferno They will blaze and run a wild With the silvered wolves of the grove In a place of perfect visions And a land of azure dreams If you seek me you will find me Hidden in your fantasies |
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caxama Archer Since: 06-22-05 From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine Since last post: 6839 days Last activity: 6452 days |
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| Notes
And their patterns Placed carefully In emptiness Deepen into Stained glass sound And lightest movement. Flow of subtle water, Base of subtle earth, Transparency of subtle air, Glow of subtle fire, Such notes In a quiet mind Take feeling Into greatest depths of beauty. Essences of beauty energy, Transluscent spells |
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caxama Archer Since: 06-22-05 From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine Since last post: 6839 days Last activity: 6452 days |
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| This hunger and rage is growing inside me
Something is there Watching me Waiting for me It is a creature That is there from the moment The inoccent child dies And the tainted adult rises from the mutilated corpse To move out in search of victims It is there for everyone, But only a few learn of it's exsistance But it is the moment that you acknowlege it That it is a threat to you like no other. It is like looking in to a pit of darkness. Once you shine a light down into it You can see what lies below. But what lies below will also see you. From the moment that you see this beast You are fighting for control and focus, Until that is When the day comes that deaths icy touch grasps you. It has driven people insane, And driven people into the deepest of depressions. It has hurt the people closest to you. Its sole purpose is to consume you and enslave you. This beast is the shadow self inside us all. It is all of the negative and evil thoughts That have ever entered your mind. All of the dark information Of the things that you have heard of or witnessed. It knows all of the weapons to hurt you and enslave you. And every day since I have seen it, I fight on. I fight on and on and on. Sometimes I win. Sometimes it does. But it is only when I give up the fight That I will be a lost cause. Knowlege is a curse, not just a blessing. How many more battles against my nightmares and fears do I have left in me? Will this beast consume What is left of my broken heart? We will see.... |
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caxama Archer Since: 06-22-05 From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine Since last post: 6839 days Last activity: 6452 days |
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| Thanks, I tried to make it sound like the thoughts that went through my head, each one individual but connected.
Glad you liked it. |
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caxama Archer Since: 06-22-05 From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine Since last post: 6839 days Last activity: 6452 days |
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Once I was lovely Skin as fine as china Every one looked at me And no one ran away Until One day I woke up My smile is gone My china has cracked I am not the same My hair has lost its shine Moths eaten away my clothing The paint peels away I am covered in dust No one looks anymore I count the falling paint chips There are more chips then skin I can no longer see I fall to pieces on my shelf One last thought in my head Where is my repairman? Who will restore my life? |
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caxama Archer Since: 06-22-05 From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine Since last post: 6839 days Last activity: 6452 days |
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| Words are something simple,
Most say them everyday, We can say them standing, or even as we lay. Some words are hurtful, They can make you sad, The worst can make you angry, And others make you so mad. People use words to hurt you, Just to see you cry, But don't worry, Someone special will come by. They will show you kindness, Make you forget the pain, They will make you laugh, Whether by jokes or a silly game. Don't you fret, This person is here to stay, When someone cruel hurts you, They'll be back to stay. |
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caxama Archer Since: 06-22-05 From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine Since last post: 6839 days Last activity: 6452 days |
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| I heard a voice like no other.
It's a voice never heard. A silent cry in the distance. Invisable to all, but always there. A whisper on the winds of time. The forgotten words of a forgotten heart. Forever fighting to be heard. A JOURNEY TOWARDS THE TRUTH IS FULL OF DREAMS AND HEARTBREAKS |
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caxama Archer Since: 06-22-05 From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine Since last post: 6839 days Last activity: 6452 days |
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| If mirrors could speak,
they would voice to you so many things. Your smile, so radiant it drives the darkness away.. your eyes ever filled with the warmth of your heart and soul.. healing, comforting, loving and kind. Your face, expressing the joys within you, and sorrows too.. a glorious canvas on which you paint the emotions from deep within. Your hair hanging softly against your skin... it's textures framing gently around you... focusing attention back to that smile and those eyes. If mirrors could speak, they would voice to you how special you are.. unique and rare...one whose beauty shines for all to see.. and yet those who gaze even closer find greater beauty, still. For within lies a wonderous heart...it's love so strong and pure.. that any who gaze so deeply cannot help but be filled with it's blessing. So look closely, my dear and listen as the mirror looks at you.. it's words may yet reach you...each so very real and true! |
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caxama Archer Since: 06-22-05 From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine Since last post: 6839 days Last activity: 6452 days |
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| This is really interesting, it's like you know that you have to stop reading because the water's boiling over in the kitchen and the cat just ate the canary, but you don't care because all you want is the ending.
(I don't have a canary, but you get the idea.) |
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caxama Archer Since: 06-22-05 From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine Since last post: 6839 days Last activity: 6452 days |
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| Blunt Honesty... My specialty. | |||
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caxama Archer Since: 06-22-05 From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine Since last post: 6839 days Last activity: 6452 days |
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| pointless
fake a lie |
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caxama Archer Since: 06-22-05 From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine Since last post: 6839 days Last activity: 6452 days |
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| was his name-o
yeah it's like i dunno, 7 in the morning and I am so not awake... don't mind me. |
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caxama Archer Since: 06-22-05 From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine Since last post: 6839 days Last activity: 6452 days |
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| Ok, you win. I'll post some more poems as soon as I get them from my head to paper to forum. BUT...I promise, when I get a spare moment, they'll be here.
Check back here tomorrow after noon, I should have some posted by then. And I'm glad you like them. |
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caxama Archer Since: 06-22-05 From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine Since last post: 6839 days Last activity: 6452 days |
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| Ok, I know this sounds strange, but I have an idea to propose: I'm going to right two lines, and then I'd like you, any of you to add two lines of your own.It's like those stories where each person takes a turn telling a part of it, but this is a poem.
So, here are my two lines: I wish I was on the other side of the mirror, So I wouldn't have to face my refelction. |
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caxama Archer Since: 06-22-05 From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine Since last post: 6839 days Last activity: 6452 days |
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| I alone must walk this path
Face the fury,face the wrath |
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caxama Archer Since: 06-22-05 From: Petaluma, CA, you just gotta love that sunshine Since last post: 6839 days Last activity: 6452 days |
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| Don’t look with your blind eye
Don’t turn a deaf ear. Don’t think that I’m lying, Or you simply won’t hear. |
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