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Since: 09-05-04
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Posted on 03-10-07 03:11 AM Link | Quote
Im just going to come right out and say this

While leaving for a month to see my Girlfriend may be a good thing. Its a scary thought of actually expecting fears. But my life has it to where im petrified of seeing new things, experiencing old memories of how things used to be in the past, and more importantly reviving them.

In less than 24 hours, I am about to get on a plane for Everett Washington to see someone that means more than the world to me after 8 months of seeing her. The tension is just rising in my neck to experience warmpth and love as I never experienced it through my previous experiences...and yet once again I leave Georgia to move on with life.

What am I afraid of? Everything, you never know WHAT is going to smack you in the face and tear out your heart in life, but at least I can walk ahead and continue to take beatings that are as painful as having your heart ripped off.

"Dale, it isnt worth seeing someone who lives half the world away." My mother says, "Your sister dropped out of school and is living the hard life, I just dont want you to change the way you live and drop everything just like your sister."

I heard that from my mom today when I talked to her and my uncle. Its like everyone is disappointed in me for saving up over five thousand fucking dollars to live my life and see someone that I love. If not this, then its the fact that im bribed by my own family to have me stay here...the worst is manipulating me for my grandmother's Health.

I pay the bills, I help out, I do everything possiable here and its not enough to please people but only my friends. So thats another reason im leaving once again, is to move on with life and actually make something of it. I made a promise that I wouldent let someone down, and im sure as hell not going to stop here.

Finally, I just told my family "Thats how you raised me." I was raised to not rely on man nor will, but for my own foundation of my own life. Even if im scared of experiencing new things, at least it will build the foundation for what I can do in the future.

In other words. It was about Godamn time im walking on my own instead of having to lean on others. Proud?

Topic Discussion- Wish me luck guys...its going to be one Hell of a ride for me.
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Posted on 03-10-07 12:19 PM Link | Quote
I think you have a way of thinking that'll get you far in life, don't ever lose it.

And yeah, good luck to you. Hopefully nothing too bad happens, just little stuff that makes you stronger without you noticing =D
Evo

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Since: 08-16-04
From: Oregon

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Posted on 03-10-07 12:34 PM Link | Quote
But... I'm confused... you're just going to visit, right? Or are you actually moving there, dropping out of school, and..?

In any case, Do what your heart tells you, but dn't forget to listen to your brain, too. Because if your heart breaks, you only hae your brain left.

I do agree with Aerakin abouty our way of thinking. GJ!!!
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Posted on 03-10-07 01:08 PM Link | Quote
Good luck man, I wish you the best. You're stronger than I am in that area, I cannot keep a relationship going without seeing someone, I just can't do it. If anything happens, remember that this place will be your therapist, and there are tons of good people on here who would be more than willing to help.

Your way of thinking is better than mine as well as 90% of everyone else's ways of thinking, congratulations. Enjoy yourself, but not too much. XD
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Since: 09-05-04
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Posted on 03-10-07 05:48 PM Link | Quote
Oh I never dropped out of school. XD I even went to take 8 creddits at Disney University...that was my sister who dropped out XD

Im SO EXCITED.

NO GO MY SON AND RISSEE!!!!!

*Headbangs*

Oh yeah, I slept all day today. That way I can take the Groom Transportation service at 3:30 in the morning, be at the Airport at 6, and leave Atlanta Georgia at 9:40 AM...Ill arrive in Everett Washington at 2:30 PM...

* Is deathly afraid of heights*

Edit- And Evo, Im going to be in Washington for 1-2 months. Kyla's mom's Husband died of a Heart attack 1 month ago, im just there to take his palce untill they find a replacement.

10 bucks an hour baby!


(Last edited by Mr. Club on 03-11-07 01:09 AM)
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Since: 08-15-04
From: Ferelden

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Posted on 03-11-07 01:27 AM Link | Quote
I'm proud of you for sticking to your plan. You're helping someone that is in need, and you're getting paid for it. I assume you got the time off for your normal job so you won't get fired or something like that?
Evo

Red Super Koopa
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Since: 08-16-04
From: Oregon

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Posted on 03-11-07 01:29 PM Link | Quote
O.o So.. you're going to be your girlfriend's mom's husband for a ocuple months... and get PAID for it?!

... Dude...

Anyway... *cough* Best of luck!!!
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Since: 09-05-04
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Posted on 03-11-07 11:00 PM Link | Quote
Wow, i so toatally worded that wrong.

But I made it here fine, The plane flight sucked and I have a little ear ache, but im ok.

Heres us!

Edit- Holy fuck that was huge. one second

Me and kyla

Bow chicky bow wow

W00t W00t


(Last edited by Mr. Club on 03-12-07 02:04 AM)
Evo

Red Super Koopa
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Since: 08-16-04
From: Oregon

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Posted on 03-12-07 12:13 AM Link | Quote
Aww!! Too cute!!! I'm glad you made it there ok!

I never got the kissing for hte camera fad. But cute anyway.
GJ, lolz!
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#1 Enhancement Shaman US Ravenholdt








Since: 09-05-04
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Since last post: 3161 days
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Posted on 03-12-07 11:35 PM Link | Quote
It was a spur of the moment thing...

Ill put some more pics up...I dont like the pic of me looking at the camera, my eyes look crossed eyed <_>

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