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Kyoku kun

Phan Phan
Where in the world in Aurora the Explora? Currently California!

Since: 06-19-06
From: Northern California

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Posted on 10-24-06 03:32 AM Link | Quote
Though it is doubtful I would have anywhere near enough "Bravery" to do so. I at the moment feel so horrible in my life I often think about committing Suicide. I am sure it is nothing serious, and I know I am not going to do it. But the thought of me even thinking out it makes me feel insecure.
Reasons which I can explain if needed, make me feel so horrible most of the time. I am normally found crying in my room. Don't think of me as emo, I don't take it out on myself (no cuts), or other people. I am not physically abused... let me just say that to make it clear.
I am really just saying this for some help.
What should I do?

You put a bullet in my head, Till black turns to red! This could all end in tragedy!

Since: 08-20-04
From: Read \"Real Name\"

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Posted on 10-24-06 03:52 AM Link | Quote
Everyone has thoughts of Suicide, it's just something that we do, something bad happens or life plain sucks. So basically I dont think that there's anything really wrong about thinking about it, hell ive thought about it everyday for the past 7 years of my life(pm for details). People often wonder why I havnt broken down already. Everytime I think of it I just think of how I can make my life better and not think those thoughts.. I dont know if im really going any way that can help you out, if im not.. then im sorry.. if so then it's a start.

Just think of the good times and the awsome future you will have, and what you can do to make it the way you want. If you want someone to talk to, just hit me up on aim. I always have a ear for people that need to talk, and a shoulder to if need be..
If you're reading this... You are the Resistance

Since: 08-17-04

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Posted on 10-24-06 04:09 AM Link | Quote
You know, most of the time, the reason why people think about suicide is because they feel like their lives have spun so far out of their control that the only thing they feel they can take command over is whether they live or die. It's a matter of free will and having choices.

You can choose to kill yourself and end it all, or not.

As existentialist John Paul Sartre always preached even when he was imprisoned: no matter what, you have a choice. While you might think about suicide now, it will pass. Believe me.


Since: 10-20-04

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Posted on 10-24-06 10:42 AM Link | Quote
I came really close to trying a few times. I DO have a lot of scars, though that
doesn't make me emo. (that's a debate for another time though)

One line you said has always intrigued me. About not having enough "bravery" to
kill yourself. It's not the brave ones that kill themselves. It's the ones that are too
weak and too scared. Those are the ones that can't deal with the pain of living.

There's a line from a Papa Roach song that say's "... And you gotta be bigger,
be faster, be stronger if you're gonna survive any longer." I take that sentiment
to heart. You have to be strong to survive. And if you've managed to avoid actually
trying to kill yourself than you are strong.

'nuff said.


Since: 08-16-04

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Posted on 10-24-06 05:02 PM Link | Quote
I've thought about suicide before. I guess it's just human huh. And I know exactly what she means by not having enough bravery to do it. I couldn't kill myself merely because I don't want to put myself in a situation where my life is ending, or feel the pain of it. I fear that I will start killing myself(jumping off a bridge for example), have regrets, and not be able to go back. I also don't think I could die with the fact that I took my own life, and caused all that pain for my friends and family(not my dad, but that's another story). I couldn't bear to have anyone shed tears over me, especially if I did it to myself.
Kyoku kun

Phan Phan
Where in the world in Aurora the Explora? Currently California!

Since: 06-19-06
From: Northern California

Since last post: 3368 days
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Posted on 10-24-06 07:11 PM Link | Quote
Xeios, I know exactly what you mean. Without the people to hurt, the regrets and the pain, I guess many other people would have been dead by now. I did cut myself once, though I can't say I did it to kill myself, nor really out of pain or sadness. Maybe curiousity?

Life sucks.
We all know that perfectly well.

Since: 01-22-05
From: The restaurant at the end of the universe....

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Posted on 10-25-06 11:17 AM Link | Quote
I used to really think that it was inevidible, that I was pretty much destant to kill myself. I stil think this a lot actually, I just think maybe I've put it off for now. At least my current philosophy is that I would never kill myself, I just have too much going for me, I think it would a loss of good human. I can sit here and say that certain people are keeping me a live, and they are in a sense, but I wonder about one day if and when they may not be here and I've accomplished quite a bit, I guess I have that long to think it through.

I also share Pockets opinion that it's the one's that pain was too much for them. I realize that saying they were weak is harsh, maybe not weak, but their pain was just too much for one life.

Since: 08-17-04

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Posted on 10-28-06 12:45 AM Link | Quote
... Please don't... T_T I've had friends that have done so, and it makes me very very very very very very very depressed, around the holidays.
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