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Savedox

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You put a bullet in my head, Till black turns to red! This could all end in tragedy!








Since: 08-20-04
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Posted on 06-27-06 03:38 AM Link | Quote
First off I would like to say sorry (to most not all) the members if I seem a little rash or bitchy with them. First off it's been a hard few weeks after graduation, I have been packing and getting ready to move, trying to get my licence, dealing with family problems, then my GF brakes up with me, leading me to find out that she was "In Love" with some other gu the whole time we were going out (second fucking time this has happend to me.. what joy my life is), and then recently this happens.

I knew T-Bo (Jonathan Marshall Thibeault), and David Bergin really well... Hell I went to school with them for 4 years if not more, It's just made things harder for me.. I attended there funiral on sunday, so.. yea...

Please no advice.. this is just a explanation for some of my behaviar..

It's either that *points above* or your being a complete and utter dumbass that deserves to be banned because you cant let a damn thing go, and keeps on flinging shit at me every fucking time you post..


(Last edited by Drizzt Dourden on 06-27-06 03:57 PM)
Elara

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Since: 08-15-04
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Posted on 06-27-06 04:14 AM Link | Quote
*huggles*

Drizzt... I'm just so sorry to hear about that. I mean, the breakup you can live through, but to lose your friends like that... I cannot imagine the pain that must be causing you. I wish that I could say something to make it easier to deal with, but I'm at a loss for words.

*uber huggles*
Savedox

Berserker
You put a bullet in my head, Till black turns to red! This could all end in tragedy!








Since: 08-20-04
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Posted on 06-27-06 11:16 AM Link | Quote
This was made for them, not by me, cause I dont have that kind of skills at the moment..

Tragedy Struck Home
06-20-06
(Never Be Forgotten)



Edit: layout didnt go away..



(Last edited by Drizzt Dourden on 06-27-06 02:17 PM)
Cairoi
This isn't about you and your loud mouth,
This is about me and my fucking beard.








Since: 08-29-04
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Posted on 06-27-06 11:17 AM Link | Quote
:/ This stuff usually happens around after graduation, but it doesn't make it any easier.

If anyone complains about your bitchyness directed towards them, I'll direct them to this thread followed by a direct slap to the face.

This sort of reminds me of two years ago, when all my relatives started passing away and I was really, really depressed. I can sympathize.

Feel better, man. :/
Bitmap

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Since: 09-05-04
From: His Laughin' Place

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Posted on 06-27-06 02:24 PM Link | Quote
I know how you feel. My friend/ Halo Partner commited Suicide not to long ago...

Im moving out as well

and my job is slowly starting to come to a halt, not my fault, its Georgia's fault and Bob Harrisons fault for trying to cut Georgia jobs...Thats why im voting for Cathy Cox

And I feel you on your girl situation.

But thats life for you. Your in my prayers dude....Just go back to your pimping self soon aight vampy?
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Since: 08-15-04
From: Ferelden

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Posted on 06-28-06 03:30 AM Link | Quote
I've had one member of my graduating class die already. I didn't bother me because I always hated the guy, but it sucks that he died so young. Your friends seemed to have meant a lot to many people, and I light a candle for them and you.

I honestly have to admit the little movie made me cry.
Savedox

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You put a bullet in my head, Till black turns to red! This could all end in tragedy!








Since: 08-20-04
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Posted on 06-29-06 02:50 PM Link | Quote
Ok.. well I was thinking about posting a whole new thread on this one.. but then I decided that this thread is good enough, considering it's fairly new and it's about me (for the most part).... so yea here it go's..

For basically all my life, or since I could start thinking on my own and wondering about things. I have wondered who my REAL father is.. As far as I can tell from what my mom has told me is that he left her before I was born, but then came back to check on us when I was like 4 and then a few years later. But each time my mom told him that he couldnt see me because of some random reason that I cant remember at the moment.

My mom has told me that when I turn 18 and I graduate that she would give me all the information that she has him so that I can find and meet him. My question is, Should I? what is other's people experience on this issue? I mean.. it's been 18 years, my whole life and I have not met the other person that convieved me once.. not at all.. I dont know if I feel left out right now or just kinda sad that he lost out on the chance to watch me grow up and be there for all the good and bad times that have happend.

If I do take the information about him and start a search.. would anyone on the board mind helping.. I dont mean something big like going out and going door to door, im just talking about maybe searching the phone books for his name, or some sort of record of people who live in the area type thing..

I just know that I wont be dissapointed (at least I hope) when I see him if he's a drunk or dosnt have a life or something like that.. I just want to have the chance to know him as a person.. *shrugs*


(Last edited by Drizzt Dourden on 06-29-06 05:50 PM)
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Since: 09-05-04
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Posted on 06-30-06 04:51 PM Link | Quote
Originally posted by Drizzt Dourden
information that she has him so that I can find and meet him. My question is, Should I? what is other's people experience on this issue?


I cant tell you what you need to do or dont do. But I will say this

You only get to live one

I go by that saying like a religion...Live life to the fullest, experience life head on, and make what you want to make it
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Posted on 07-03-06 12:57 AM Link | Quote
In my expirience with my biological father...I would say no. But you are you and I am me...so you're going to do what you feel you need to do. Just don't give your father high expectations. I've seen people go back and visit their parents and be completely let down...and if I were to go back and visit Mark, I know I would just be let down.

The only difference between you and I is that I actually knew my biological father until I was about 11 or 12. Then he gave me up for adoption. Some times parents have really good reasons for leaving their kids behind...and then others don't. All I can really tell you is to go with your instincts on this one. If you have a bad feeling about going to see him, then don't. Just trust me.

But as Sajin said, we do only live once.
Savedox

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You put a bullet in my head, Till black turns to red! This could all end in tragedy!








Since: 08-20-04
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Posted on 07-07-06 02:39 AM Link | Quote
It is quite interesting to find out actually what happend.. I didnt have to go searching for him at all... He found my mom on one of those sites where you find people you graduated with, then randomly he decided to look for me on myspace... O.O

it's weird..lol

but yea.. he seems like a pretty cool guy
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Posted on 07-07-06 02:48 AM Link | Quote
So your dad found you on Myspace?

....thats scary.

My sister is on Myspace and shes constantly giving me friend requests....

and then my MOM joined.....sad
Azen Dalin

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Posted on 07-07-06 07:26 AM Link | Quote
YAY! That's a good thing, at least he's looking for you. That means that he might not be one of those parents who just randomly give up their kids. I hope all goes well for you.

O.o lil' odd he found you on MySpace. XD "MySpace, helping families find each other". Tis' a great thing I suppose.
Savedox

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You put a bullet in my head, Till black turns to red! This could all end in tragedy!








Since: 08-20-04
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Posted on 07-08-06 04:00 AM Link | Quote
yea, it's kinda cool. I now know I have 3 more sisters and 1 more brother. From what my dad says, now that im talking to him on aim. He's been looking for me and my mom for a few years now, He randomly stumbled accross her profile on a Classmate finder and then realized that I could be on myspace.. it was kinda cool.. I guess he even has my name tattoo'd on his leg along with all his other kids..

He lives in colorado.. which is kinda far away.. but *shrugs*
Edit:


I guess my sisters think that we look alike.. when he was my age at least.. I dont know.. lol



(Last edited by Drizzt Dourden on 07-08-06 07:10 AM)
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Posted on 07-08-06 09:51 AM Link | Quote
Well, as far as the breakup part, I'm kinda in the mood to say women suck right now, but that's just me. As far as yer pops goes, we've talked on the phone.

But I'm really saddened to hear about T-bo and the guys. I knew them too, I remember joking around with T-bo in class when we supposed to be fixing up computers for one of the labs. It's really sad they had to go. Next time you see their families if you do, let them know I'm sorry. They prolly won't know who I am, but just let them know I was a friend who will miss them.


And yeah, you do kinda look like your dad, but not too much. Besides, don't forget, you're mine if I ever turn to the dark side Heh, just jokin man.

Find out how far away your dad is from Boulder Colorado if you could.
Savedox

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You put a bullet in my head, Till black turns to red! This could all end in tragedy!








Since: 08-20-04
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Posted on 07-09-06 09:43 PM Link | Quote
Originally posted by Truth/Serum
Well, as far as the breakup part, I'm kinda in the mood to say women suck right now, but that's just me. As far as yer pops goes, we've talked on the phone.


well.. ive been saying that for a while now.. at least to the girls around here.. it seems that all the nice girls that dont want to fuck with you are out of state or town..


Originally posted by Truth/Serum
Find out how far away your dad is from Boulder Colorado if you could.


Yea, he hasnt been on lately.. so I havnt had a chance to talk to him in the last few days.


(Last edited by Drizzt Dourden on 07-10-06 12:43 AM)
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