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Since: 09-05-04
From: His Laughin' Place

Since last post: 4556 days
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Posted on 02-19-06 01:56 AM Link | Quote
"Sajin...Sajin wake up"!

Those words echoed throughout my soul. The entity of his presence made my welcoming back to earth a joyous one. My dreams were slowly fading away, though reviving back to this world, I am still welcomed by his voice...the voice that still warms my heart to this day.

"Saj...Dale...Dale...Welcome back!"

I Slowly opened my eyes, dream dust still coating my eyes, I moved my refreshed arm to remove the coating from my eyes. In my room the sun peered through my ringmaster curtains and into my eyes. It sure does seem God wants me to wake up today; as if he needs me to accomplish his will as usual. Walking through his glorious day with his spirit while fighting the hurting heartbroken pains of my heart.
The voice I heard was my 'Other Me'. The person we all know as Sajin Gorotto: a person who I discovered in my dreams well over ten years ago. He was there for me in almost every time to where pains invaded my heart and soul, and just recently he was there in these times of me having a hurting heart.

"Dale, its another day filled with the glory that Jesus Christ has blessed upon this day"!

"Sajin stop it...No matter how beautiful this day becomes, no matter how much strength he gives me...the pains of having a broken heart will always continue to beat endlessly...hurting...and chilling..."

Deep down inside I felt Sajin somehow warming my heart as usual, something of a warped kind of love-bond that we share together. As I slowly regained the strength to finally get out of my bed, my legs cramped a little bit, I solved this by moving a little slower and put my hands on my knees to regain a better balance of my already messed up balance. As every morning starts, I walk down my stairs, brush my teeth, eat breakfast, and prepare for school.

Walking outside was a new challange, its beginning to frost this time of the year, and wearing a trenchcoat outside now dosent keep me warm, instead it makes my eyes hurt and my sensitive skin harden. So before walking outside I pick up my heavy coat that my grandmother gave me and step out the door. The weight of the coat is actually making my body warm up, good thing I thought of this idea, or else I might have coughten a cold!

I walked down my driveway awaiting the bus, I reach into my bookbag and pull out my CD player, inside it I forgot I left my Midian CD by Cradle of Filth, I shrug a little bit, put on my headphones, and listen to the last track saved before the last time I turned it off. The volume setting was at five and a half, so I had no worries of busting my eardrums by the band's screaming. I laughed a little and pushed play.

The song I was listening to was 'Tearing the Veil from Grace', one of my favorite songs by the band. During the time I was waiting the bus, I pictured the words that flowed through the song and made it into my alternative reality for Sajin.

"Dale...please..."

"Sajin...do you know how it feels to have someone you love have feelings for someone else...after your forgotten"?

The most tragic of the words began seeping into my mind and into Sajin's reality. Filth's screams began to seep tears into mine and Sajin's eyes. As our reality became one, I closed my eyes and began to see the soroundings of Sajin's relm...outside a wedding chapel. The words echoed in Sajin's relm as loudly as the music was playing.

"Now listen to these words Sajin, learn from the images the are imputed into my mind to which will be altered into your reality..."

And Danny Sang...

A tragic yet magickal fall from grace
Too awful to taste for the led and the chaste
Those whose long fetters are addressed to all saints

Free shining souls torn from God's given Reich
Defiled, reviled, exiled from sight!


Sajin peered through an indistructable window, rain poured down his withered ears and hair as it trailed down into his tearful eyes. Deep within the alters of the netherworld lied a beautiful princess. Wearing cloths of the finest dimensions and having the beauty of tasteless desires, she walks down the isles under oath of the harsh storm the day was givin upon. She steps upon the alter awaiting what my images has brought forth, someone of a greater power and a greater testamony. The church of the netherworld began to sing...as well as Sajin himself...

And Hell knows we sought victory
Chancing the leash
But when bad die were cast
We were cast down to die
A steeple of needles thrust into our eyes
So scholars might say we were blinded by pride
Like the sin of Our Father!
Whom in Isaiah and Midian thrived
Regaining His sights for the storming of skies...


A man from far away appeared from down the isle. Having with him a blade of symphony and eyes of tearlessness, he walks down the isle in preparation for his new beloved. His words were in atonement with the people singing the cursed words...

And after descenturies have crawled, vilified
Our dark harkened day on spread wing now arrives...


And they both married in matromony...While Sajin was outside, the storm continued to echo, but the harshness of the storm was in absolute no comparrison to the hatred Sajin slowly began to feel within his heart.

"I understand Dale..." Sajin began to speak with tears of sadness, his voice cracked a bit trying to talk to me, at first I was a little upset in making him feel these emotions, but I wanted someone to feel the same emotions as I do...in hoping that maybe Sajin will understand how I feel. "Maybe we can help each other...your the key of reviving my love...maybe my experiences of your imaginations will help bring forth the winning battle of your hurting emotions to an end."

As I opend my eyes, the bus slowly began to come to a stop, I exhaled only to form cold mist escaping, and I climbed into the bus. Only to discover another step of these hurting emotions...


(Last edited by Sajin Gorotto on 02-19-06 04:59 AM)
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