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Jin

Posting Pig
Not Dead








Since: 01-12-05
From: Nowhere

Since last post: 1230 days
Last activity: 1089 days
Posted on 10-18-05 12:57 PM Link | Quote
Hey guys, long time no see.. eh?

Things for me.. have not been good.. not good at all..

I've sort of hit rock bottom as it's called.. End of my ropes and nowhere else to go except the smoking barrel of a gun.

It all sort of reminds me of a poem I wrote a few weeks ago which ended something like this..

"...
Up above me.. you're so up high.
Now look at me, as I say goodbye.. "


*Jin sighs and slaps himself

I don't know what I'm doing anymore.. I keep falling and falling and waiting for the final resting place for my head.. but it never comes..

I'm just a broken man.. a shadow of my former self kept alive by the hope of a better day that never came...
Elara

Divine Mamkute
Dark Elf Goddess
Chaos Imp
Penguins Fan

Ms. Invisable








Since: 08-15-04
From: Ferelden

Since last post: 273 days
Last activity: 273 days
Posted on 10-18-05 01:58 PM Link | Quote
*huggles*

Wow, that really sucks Jin. What happened?
Jin

Posting Pig
Not Dead








Since: 01-12-05
From: Nowhere

Since last post: 1230 days
Last activity: 1089 days
Posted on 10-18-05 02:18 PM Link | Quote
I'm not really too sure myself..

things were great for me for a long time.. then the bottom fell out.

now i'm basically falling forever.. seeing how long i can go. :|


(Last edited by Jin on 10-18-05 05:23 PM)
Elara

Divine Mamkute
Dark Elf Goddess
Chaos Imp
Penguins Fan

Ms. Invisable








Since: 08-15-04
From: Ferelden

Since last post: 273 days
Last activity: 273 days
Posted on 10-18-05 02:44 PM Link | Quote
Is there anything that we can do? How did the bottom fall out?
Jin

Posting Pig
Not Dead








Since: 01-12-05
From: Nowhere

Since last post: 1230 days
Last activity: 1089 days
Posted on 10-18-05 03:53 PM Link | Quote
I'd really rather not go into detail about everything that's happened in the past 3 months..

but I don't even feel like the same person.. everything just feels so wrong.
Elara

Divine Mamkute
Dark Elf Goddess
Chaos Imp
Penguins Fan

Ms. Invisable








Since: 08-15-04
From: Ferelden

Since last post: 273 days
Last activity: 273 days
Posted on 10-18-05 04:03 PM Link | Quote
I understand that. Well, I am here if you need to vent... but I am sure that whatever has happened will end up helping you to become a stronger person in the end.
Rogue
If you're reading this... You are the Resistance











Since: 08-17-04

Since last post: 2 days
Last activity: 2 days
Posted on 10-18-05 06:46 PM Link | Quote
Hello, Jin.

It has indeed been sometime since last I'd seen you. My sincerest condolences on how poorly life has been treating you and I understand you're not wishing to talk about it.

You do have friends here if you need an ear, a shoulder, what you will.

As cruel a mistress as life is and how harsh she can be, you will get through the problems. You're strong.


(Last edited by Rogue on 10-19-05 04:14 PM)
Evo

Red Super Koopa
Watching you fall brings joy to my heart....








Since: 08-16-04
From: Oregon

Since last post: 4658 days
Last activity: 4598 days
Posted on 10-19-05 03:33 AM Link | Quote
I'm sorry as well. I know that when I had problems everyone was here for me. ..Well... MOST everyone. *looks*

However, I will be here for YOU if you need anything, ok? Just let me know. And it does help us to help you if we know what exactly you're tlaking about if you ever feel like going over everything for us.
Makura









Since: 01-22-05
From: The restaurant at the end of the universe....

Since last post: 4436 days
Last activity: 3701 days
Posted on 10-19-05 07:25 AM Link | Quote
It's good to see you back.

I'm not sure what to say, considering we talked before, without sounding a little harsh. I don't have any real advice, since you won't take it. My guess, is you've already made your decision. This thread is toying with me, and I'm confused.

Do what makes you happy. I've been telling you that for the last year.
Jin

Posting Pig
Not Dead








Since: 01-12-05
From: Nowhere

Since last post: 1230 days
Last activity: 1089 days
Posted on 10-19-05 05:36 PM Link | Quote
I've always believed that everyone has a place that they will feel at home..
That will surround them with undeniable comfort just by being there..
I've come to the conclusion that my place is not a place that I can find "here".

Sometimes you've just got to let go of everything to find true happiness.
The Accidental Protege

Iggy Koopa
I\'m your accidental protege...
The gift, the blood, the thrownaway...\"










Since: 03-08-05
From: Marching on the city of Southern Cross

Since last post: 375 days
Last activity: 278 days
Posted on 10-19-05 08:28 PM Link | Quote
Fine. I'll let you know right now that I show no sympathy for people who commit suicide. You do it, you do it on your own time. I've helped as much as I could, but apparently, you didn't wanna listen. Fine. Lose what's left of yourself over some stupid shit. You are 17. You wanna blow this lofe over something as insignifigant as that, go ahead. I thought I could help you. I thought wrong.


(Last edited by Clockworkz on 10-19-05 11:49 PM)
Elara

Divine Mamkute
Dark Elf Goddess
Chaos Imp
Penguins Fan

Ms. Invisable








Since: 08-15-04
From: Ferelden

Since last post: 273 days
Last activity: 273 days
Posted on 10-20-05 03:26 PM Link | Quote
*sigh*

You're better than that Jin. You know you are.
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