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#1 Enhancement Shaman US Ravenholdt

Since: 09-05-04
From: His Laughin' Place

Since last post: 3158 days
Last activity: 3151 days
Posted on 03-25-05 08:26 PM Link
Ive rwad alot of live journals lately, especially yours True, why dont you talk about something good? In fact, all ive been reading is either the same thing, or just plain depressing...It will make people feel alot better if they just talk about something good about their lives, it gets kindof annoying when you keep depressing on your own life, even if I am just a "spaz", its good to know old friends are having good days.

Like today, Ive got all A's and one B on my report card, and i seemed to do pretty well on my graduation tests, todays my moms birthday, so im glad about that, and my Skin cancer is going away thanks to prayer. . .Thanks God for helping me through "Knowing Thyself" and "Trusting You".

Now im at CyberLanDing just killing time at an invited lockin, as usual, im the only great person on DDR...XD And I finally Got a good Rank on PS2 (Amplitude online) 97 w00t!

This may, me and my mother are probially moving away, just the 2 of us, it will probially make some people happy, seem how they want to forget me, but in their life, ill still be inb their heart, just as my memory was with you uzu.

Someone told me somehing that always rings in my head...
"Well still be friends, no matter what!"...yet that memory Haunts me, it makes me sick inside that this crap had to happen, Damn you satan, on day in gonna Get Hitler to rape you with a damn PINECONE, DAMN YOU FOR RUINING MY FRIENDSHIPS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*sigh* anyways, I hope everyone has a good day today, in fact, I hope everyone here, including those people whom are having a bad day around me, Will soon see the light I seen when I was a kid, pure and free of Conflict..

God im shaking, I cant believe i typed this, I guess i just thought about others before myself i guess. . .but it feels good!

Uzu, if you read this, hurry up and get here to CyberLanDing, see what happens when your here? he he

Dark Wizard
\"She said tonight...come on come on collide...see what I fire feels like..I bet its just like heaven.\"

Since: 08-15-04
From: Philadelphia, P.A.

Since last post: 155 days
Last activity: 132 days
Posted on 03-25-05 09:00 PM Link
We all have our good days and bad days. My LJ is a very negative place for the most part...why? Because I find typing to be therapudic and when I've got something on my mind, sometimes I have to get it out, but I don't feel like talking to people persay...that's why people use those journals for depressing stuff.

Innocence about being a child or something like that you mention? Nope, can't say that I know what that is...well, in a way I live it through my nieces and nephews and little sisters, but never lived it myself. I'm not saying that no one has it worse, because there is really a lot I am thankful for, but ever since I can remember I've been exposed to too much responsibility and violence. Yes, dad was a fucktard and he would leave the house with me and my little sister Evelyn there alone. Now mind you, I was only 7 months old when Eevie's mom got pregnant with her, so yeah, responsibility forced upon me since then.

**hugs Sajin** I'm glad you've opened up to us and understand that you're not alone. If you see negative things in livejournals and such, and it's people you know and care about, use that opportunity to help them out, or allow yourself to be able to identify with them and their problems. Just the simple fact of having people to identify and know that they're there for you to talk to and you're there to talk to them. I know that helps me a great deal, and the people that I've been able to use those theories to help them as well.

#1 Enhancement Shaman US Ravenholdt

Since: 09-05-04
From: His Laughin' Place

Since last post: 3158 days
Last activity: 3151 days
Posted on 03-25-05 09:11 PM Link
To be hoonest, I really dont deserve that hug, in fact, alot of people cant actually compare other people's stress, like for, ive been holding in anger for the past 3 years, ever since that my father attemped to commit suicide and leaving me behind, now hes doing crack and he even forgets who I am.

People deal with good times and bad times a little different, I cant blame them, its in their genes, I was talking to god last night before I went to bed, He told me this.

"Dale, Its time to put you to a test, a test where in flames youll be cast down upon, and if you succeed in this test, you will shine the brightest of stars, like Iron in a furnace turning into Gold."

Satan put that part into my current situation, and that situation is stressive, but the more days i live through this, the hotter it feels, and the more I can look forward to when I tell all my friends that "I lived through this, Jesus helped me, and I diddnt need your help!"

Satan will not over power me, in fact, im passing him a pad of Vasiline and telling him that hes about to get Raped by Gods wraith, and he needs all the lube he can get, cause im coming, and im not happy for what hes done to my life, However im playing his game, and im gonna WIN!!!! I AIM TO WIN!!!!!!

I just want people to know that we all are fighting a battle with "Him", and all I can tell you is to keep looking forward to the future, soon, we all will be solid gold with pride, and we can live the rest of our days happy, like I soon hope that one day shell soon realize, that im growing up, and theres nothing you can do to stop me!

(Last edited by James Hetfield on 03-26-05 08:29 AM)
Azen Dalin


Since: 08-30-04

Since last post: 5225 days
Last activity: 5224 days
Posted on 03-27-05 09:28 AM Link
...I have a few things to get out. Quit blaming satan and god for every little thing that happens to you. Why? Well, yes I will admit that in the Christian realm of mind-set it is true that satan and god do rule over a lot of things. However god gave people something called "free will" to do what they please. satan may lead you into temptation...but I don't think he's the one to blame for "ruining" friendships. Its not as though satan has consumed those people that your friendship is fading with...and if you think he has your're sorely wrong.

You have to realize, SaJin, that you and other people around you are truely to blame for the ruining of old friendships. Whether it was you or the second party that changed, one of you did. I speak on this about our friendship as well...since I happened to be the person that told you that. I did not end our friendship, I never wanted to. True did not end this either, neither did satan. To be honest, I think the reason our friendship has been fading slowly to the point where we are just acquaintances (sp?) is that we've both changed far to much for the other.

You decided a long time ago that you wanted to walk the path that you are walking. I respect you for that, but I as well am walking a path that I have chosen to walk. I'm not saying that we can't or we'll never be friends again...that's the last thing I want. I'm not blaming any god or satan for our friendship fading, I am blaming me and you, the two parties involved in this small fiasco. Whether you want to except your blame or not is your choice, but I have come to terms with mine. I can only hope you will do the same with your's.

One last thing. Whether or not those words in your post were directed at me, it changes nothing. I have pained over this friendship for a very long time, I have given advice and had it spat back in my face...many times. I have tried my hardest to calm the raging waters between you and my sister, I have tried to be friend, sister, mother, idiot-friend, clueless...I have tried every angle to reach you but have failed. I even tried the I-want-to-be-your-girl-friend-but-I-won't-say-anything...but I failed with that as well. I won't tell anyone you're a bad person, because to be're not. We all have things we still need to sort out, so I'm going to give you your room to sort things out.

I don't care if you don't want me to back away...or even if you do...its time for me to do as I need. And this is my choice. Whatever happens I will not give you dirty looks, or look at you any differently than I have. I will still say "hello" to you and laugh with you. None of it is a facade, so please don't think that I'm trying to hide any anger.

I only feel remorse because I am to chicken to sit you down and talk about this face-to-face. Somedays I bitter wish for things to turn back to what they had been, but...then I remember that there is no use in wishing for the past...because there is no way to go back. So I hope that things can push forward an we can ALL get past this.

I'm always here,
Kristen K.

(Last edited by Yuzukichi Kaze on 03-27-05 12:30 PM)

Sailor Déesse
Mistress of Pink
Ambition is a poor excuse for not having enough sense to be lazy

Since: 08-14-04
From: The Moon

Since last post: 5166 days
Last activity: 4897 days
Posted on 03-27-05 03:28 PM Link
Friendship will rise and fall, same with relationship. This event you have talked about isn't anyone’s fault, it’s something that involves you and the people you have mentioned, your friends. What I don’t seem to get is how it’s “gods” or “satans” fault?

I agree with what Yuzukichi Kaze said. You can’t go blaming some entity that may or may not exist when really it’s down to the people around you who cause or had some input into this event.

And as Yuzukichi Kaze said, you have chosen your path and Yuzukichi Kaze her's, we all have paths that we will take sooner or later and it will effect the people around us, whether it be good or bad.

Divine Mamkute
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Ms. Invisable

Since: 08-15-04
From: Ferelden

Since last post: 8 days
Last activity: 8 days
Posted on 04-01-05 11:46 PM Link
Okay, Sajin I will say this once more: Please, if you want to say something to True or anyone else directly, say it in a PM and do not make a thread about it. I know that you've got troubles, but this is becoming a private chat.

Now, on request, I will be closing this.

Extra note, ranting in LJ is a good thing.
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