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Katana

Dark Wizard
\"She said tonight...come on come on collide...see what I fire feels like..I bet its just like heaven.\"








Since: 08-15-04
From: Philadelphia, P.A.

Since last post: 723 days
Last activity: 540 days
Posted on 03-25-10 09:47 PM Link | Quote
Several issues that I have mentioned, and been mentioning, for a while now.

1) sugar problems...yet they can't for the life of me diagnose me as a diabetic and actually do something that'll help me manage my sugar.

2) miscarriages.

I have something called PCOS. It's some kinda girly problem, I'm not going to get into much detail here, I just implore anyone who is curious about the issue NOT to use webmd to find out about it. Ugh...I HATE that website.

In any case...it's a hormonal thing that can effect a woman in many different ways. One of the effects it has caused me is it's messed up the way my body handles insulin. So, I am not a diabetic. Never was...although PCOS increases the risk for diabetes, and the disease already runs in my family.

It also answers the random bouts with depression...and perhaps what I thought might have been bi-polarism on my part.

Some women who have this will miss their periods completely once in a while...others who miss it, most are irregular, btw, but most who "miss" it, still technically bleed. But it's not because they're menstrating. Half of the time, some women, myself being one of them, don't even produce an egg. We bleed because these tiny little cysts burst. Very...VERY painful, I must say. But in any case, they say this contributes to depression, or extreme mood swings in general...

But c'mon! Shouldn't that be a given that if something isn't right with one's body, that they'll be pretty damn moody about it? Seriously. :p

But, most women with this syndrome can't have kids, or it's very difficult for them. There are fertility drugs that may work...but when you're not producing eggs to begin with...what good will most fertility procedures do? **shrugs** I actually don't want kids, and don't think I'll want them ever. Was I going to step up to the plate both times I actually became pregnant? Yes. Was I going to fall in love with my baby and do everything in my power to make things right? Yes. But did I want that to happen?

Hellz no. I'm not even in a relationship anymore, for once again, being pressured into the idea of marriage without really wanting to get married. I don't even think I ever want to get married. Haha. So, with that said, this doesn't seem to bother me emotionally so far.

I just think it's neat that I don't have to try anti-depressants anymore. They never worked...but, I suppose that's why...I'm on birth control, I actually start it soon, and in all honesty, I'm excited and hopeful that this will work. This one tiny pill once a day will tackle the very issue that fucks with how I think and feel, will "regulate" me...and the months I don't do the whole egg thing, I won't be bothered by the pain that occurs, AND, will make the problems with my sugar go away.

I mean, there's no guarantee...but there's never a guarantee...this is just the most promising solution I've faced in years. If this doesn't work, the fact that there are still options, and there is a better handle on what's wrong with me makes me feel a thousand times better.

Leon D. Sagara

Zombie Tarma
HELLO!!!!! ^_^








Since: 08-18-04
From: To Hell and Back

Since last post: 4475 days
Last activity: 3956 days
Posted on 03-26-10 04:14 AM Link | Quote
I never thought I would safely say I agree with Katana, but I do......I Don't want to get married and really not looking to ever have kids......I kinda like there being just me. and A little me running around, lets face it, the world is safer with just one right HAHA.

I'm glad to hear you got it all figured out Kate, you told me a LONG time ago about some of it, and i knew it was bugging you :-)
Katana

Dark Wizard
\"She said tonight...come on come on collide...see what I fire feels like..I bet its just like heaven.\"








Since: 08-15-04
From: Philadelphia, P.A.

Since last post: 723 days
Last activity: 540 days
Posted on 03-27-10 10:13 PM Link | Quote
Originally posted by Leon D. Sagara
I never thought I would safely say I agree with Katana


What's that supposed to mean, butthead? Haha...

And yeah, a little you...Christ, if you and I grew up together, we would have been in jail...several times, from the shit we've both done separately, I couldn't imagine being in the same city...so yeah...an extra you might mean the end for us all. Haha.

Me too. If I ever had kids and they turned out to be like me...I was bad...for not being into drugs, and didn't drink 'til I was about 18, I was pretty mischevious.

But thanks..means a lot that you remembered too. Come around here more, bro!
True Flight

The One








Since: 08-21-04

Since last post: 2070 days
Last activity: 2055 days
Posted on 03-29-10 10:20 AM Link | Quote
Well I'm glad you're feeling better about your issues now that you have an answer. As far as the marriage thing. *closes eyes and points finger* It's a switch in your brain that will tell you when you're ready. As far as my difficulties go... Eric being half a world away. I begin to think. Yes, if our relationship lasted (and it would) we would wind up getting married the day after I came back from my deployment. Sometimes I have a fixed mind thinking it was too early or something like that. So I WAS planning on going to a marriage seminar here. Like that's going to happen now that my boss has to come and look at my room. Ugh. But there are times when I begin to think mom was right. Then I have my webcam chat with him. And it all goes away. XD So I'm borderline on this thing, dunno my switch seems to turn on and off. I'll wait til I come back home.
Elara

Divine Mamkute
Dark Elf Goddess
Chaos Imp
Penguins Fan

Ms. Invisable








Since: 08-15-04
From: Ferelden

Since last post: 51 days
Last activity: 15 days
Posted on 04-08-10 08:58 PM Link | Quote
Well, that does answer quite a bit, now doesn't it? I am glad you finally got answers and that you are happy with them.
Leon D. Sagara

Zombie Tarma
HELLO!!!!! ^_^








Since: 08-18-04
From: To Hell and Back

Since last post: 4475 days
Last activity: 3956 days
Posted on 04-10-10 07:10 AM Link | Quote
I could never forget some of the things that happened here Kat. LOL and if you and I grew up in the same city we'd have already been put to death.....or runnin around like Bonnie and Clyde. Haha, im the same way, for not being into drugs and a lil heavy drinkin tween the years, I've gotten away with quite a bit in my life with the slight hinge of never being caught

Rule # 3/19 - It's only illegal if you get caught. Haha

Haha, and a little me just TERRIFYS me, tho I'd raise him right. Teach him what I've had to learn the hard way
Elara

Divine Mamkute
Dark Elf Goddess
Chaos Imp
Penguins Fan

Ms. Invisable








Since: 08-15-04
From: Ferelden

Since last post: 51 days
Last activity: 15 days
Posted on 04-10-10 11:16 PM Link | Quote
Leon with kids... dear gods, the world would be DOOMED!

*hides*

Just the concept is terrifying.
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