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Elara
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*sigh*

You're better than that Jin. You know you are.
The Accidental Protege
Posts: 736/2641
Fine. I'll let you know right now that I show no sympathy for people who commit suicide. You do it, you do it on your own time. I've helped as much as I could, but apparently, you didn't wanna listen. Fine. Lose what's left of yourself over some stupid shit. You are 17. You wanna blow this lofe over something as insignifigant as that, go ahead. I thought I could help you. I thought wrong.
Jin
Posts: 310/546
I've always believed that everyone has a place that they will feel at home..
That will surround them with undeniable comfort just by being there..
I've come to the conclusion that my place is not a place that I can find "here".

Sometimes you've just got to let go of everything to find true happiness.
Makura
Posts: 624/1555
It's good to see you back.

I'm not sure what to say, considering we talked before, without sounding a little harsh. I don't have any real advice, since you won't take it. My guess, is you've already made your decision. This thread is toying with me, and I'm confused.

Do what makes you happy. I've been telling you that for the last year.
Evo
Posts: 339/871
I'm sorry as well. I know that when I had problems everyone was here for me. ..Well... MOST everyone. *looks*

However, I will be here for YOU if you need anything, ok? Just let me know. And it does help us to help you if we know what exactly you're tlaking about if you ever feel like going over everything for us.
Rogue
Posts: 652/11918
Hello, Jin.

It has indeed been sometime since last I'd seen you. My sincerest condolences on how poorly life has been treating you and I understand you're not wishing to talk about it.

You do have friends here if you need an ear, a shoulder, what you will.

As cruel a mistress as life is and how harsh she can be, you will get through the problems. You're strong.
Elara
Posts: 2170/9734
I understand that. Well, I am here if you need to vent... but I am sure that whatever has happened will end up helping you to become a stronger person in the end.
Jin
Posts: 308/546
I'd really rather not go into detail about everything that's happened in the past 3 months..

but I don't even feel like the same person.. everything just feels so wrong.
Elara
Posts: 2168/9734
Is there anything that we can do? How did the bottom fall out?
Jin
Posts: 306/546
I'm not really too sure myself..

things were great for me for a long time.. then the bottom fell out.

now i'm basically falling forever.. seeing how long i can go. :|
Elara
Posts: 2167/9734
*huggles*

Wow, that really sucks Jin. What happened?
Jin
Posts: 305/546
Hey guys, long time no see.. eh?

Things for me.. have not been good.. not good at all..

I've sort of hit rock bottom as it's called.. End of my ropes and nowhere else to go except the smoking barrel of a gun.

It all sort of reminds me of a poem I wrote a few weeks ago which ended something like this..

"...
Up above me.. you're so up high.
Now look at me, as I say goodbye.. "


*Jin sighs and slaps himself

I don't know what I'm doing anymore.. I keep falling and falling and waiting for the final resting place for my head.. but it never comes..

I'm just a broken man.. a shadow of my former self kept alive by the hope of a better day that never came...
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