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| AngelBayB49 Posts: 56/87 |
Last fall, when I was committed, I was diagnosed w/ manic depression w/ suicidal tendencies. I've actually been committed twice for attempted suicide. I can't tell you what provoked me to try. Your reasons for attempting suicide when you're sick are very different.
But I'm just happy a lot of that is past me now. Things have changed. I'm not in an abusive relationship, I'm closer to my son, I have someone who completely loves & support me, etc. |
| Kaijin Surohm Posts: 266/1852 |
Constantly...
The only thing keeping me going is the dream of getting outa this hell hole... It sucks ass not having any real solid reason for living. But like Lobster there, If I was ganna go to hell, I'd probably take as many assholes whom pissed me off with me. |
| Jin Posts: 216/546 |
The worst part of clynical depression is having a great day.. and having overwhelming longing to just kill yourself..
Today has been so great, I'm madly in love, My life is slowly turning around and I'm somewhat happy for once.. But right now.. I would want nothing more than to see the back of my head blown off... it's ... very hard to explain. |
| Makura Posts: 257/1555 |
I've had bad experiences with suicide. My boyfriend commited suicide a little over 2 years ago. At the time I had vowed never to do that to my loved ones, but there was a time when i questioned having loved ones with the exception of the knife I held. I will never commit suicide, but there are times I've gotten close. |
| venomouslobster Posts: 38/444 |
as i see it the main problem with life is other people, and there are only two ways to remove that problem A: kill yourself, which is the way of the coward B:kill everyone else in the whole world, which isnt as cowardly but it does have rather nasty consequences if you fail
personally, consequences aside i would go on a maniacal killing spree, but dont worry folks that would only happen if i had an inoperable tumor or some other fatal illness... .....*cough* |
| DarkGuardian Posts: 129/219 |
I tried a few times to kill myself, but the knife never seemed to cut deep enough.So after a while I just gave up, but now there is no need for me to want to do that..... I have my Elara. |
| Damion Jezebeth Posts: 25/27 |
ive thought about, never considered doing it just thought about it. then i realized its a cowards way out of life. that i have alot to live for. |
| Elara Posts: 661/9736 |
I considered it, hell I tried it on more than one occation... didn't work. Only thing I've never tried is overdosing and shooting myself. Of course I don't really have the drive to want to die anymore so I doubt that I will ever try either of those. |
| Makura Posts: 239/1555 |
I understand what you mean Zabuza. People think the same about me sometimes. Just because I have the imagination of a highly skilled serial killer, doeasn't mean I'm going to use it. |
| Stitch Posts: 303/2785 |
I've never actually considered suicide, but I am curious to find out how many people would be affected if I were to die. And, whom would attend my funeral. No, I don't think about suicide, but rather what can be done to prevent mass accidents and deaths in public places by fishing around in my little demented brain...which explains why I'm unemployed right now.
People just don't like the way I think. I don't see any harm in it; I'm not actually going to carry out things. I just seem to think in a way that questions the norm, and that is either perceived as suicidal, psychotic, or antisocial delinquent. In answer to your question, no. |
| Pockets Posts: 274/838 |
A very long time ago.
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| Jin Posts: 207/546 |
I won't go into detail, I'll just say I know what the barell of a gun tastes like. |
| Déesse Posts: 450/958 |
I really don't know why someone would, and it's sad, I had a dear friend of mine go through that  Don't people know that if you where to go through with it you would upset people who love and care for you. Really it seems like a selfish thing, but I could be looking at it all wrong, I mean I've never felt like this so I don't fully understand why someone would do it |
| Jedi Master Desroth Posts: 55/569 |
Ive never concieved that anything was worth killing myself over... But i guess if i did want to kill my self, i would do it so it looks like someone murdered me, so my enemys life is screwed over... or i would just Kurt Cobain myself infront of a elementary school out for recess... im evil... and im going to rule hell when i get there... or i will haunt you when im a ghost... BWHAHAHAHA!! PH3AR M3! |
| Evo Posts: 103/871 |
Me.
After my first true love and I got in a fist-to-face fight and he was going to leave, I felt so fucking worthless by the things he said and did to me, I went into my mum's bathroom, locked the door, made a homemade noose and was in the process of trying to strangle myself to death when he broke down the door and rescued me, the only good thing he ever did for me. Now.. the only way I'd kill myself is with a gun, quick and painless. I don't like pain. I'm a coward. I get depressed now and then, but never enough to want to kill myself. |
| Makura Posts: 238/1555 |
I was just curious. How many people here have actually ever seriously considered suicide? |
