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Xeoman
Posts: 11735/11735
So sorry to hear Elara. Fuck cancer.
Elara
Posts: 9705/9705
Fuck lung cancer.

My cat and my fiance's dad both were taken by it within the last 30 days.
The Accidental Protege
Posts: 2634/2640
I'm sorry you've been going through this, Rogue. No one should have to deal with that much tragedy in such short a span of time. We're here if you ever need to talk or vent or anything.
Rogue
Posts: 11863/11875
Originally posted by Rogue
This month -- alone -- I've had to deal with six deaths within my social circle.

Well shit, that was quick. Right after posting this, one of my best friends called to tell me about the passing of another friend. Seven deaths for me, just in January.

Rogue
Posts: 11862/11875
This month -- alone -- I've had to deal with six deaths within my social circle.

Brandon's uncle, Jerry, had the plug pulled earlier this month.

My mom's cousin's husband had COVID and passed, and then this same cousin lost her mother too (not sure if the mother's passing was COVID-related.)

Then this past Sunday a friend from Disney, who had been in the ICU for most of the last month, suddenly died. He had COVID, but seemed to be improving with every update we were getting from his family. It was a shocking update to hear he'd suddenly passed.

And then yesterday. I'm in the middle of making breakfast and start getting texts from a friend who works at the center. One of our co-workers died and the mother of a very dear friend also just suddenly died in her sleep. The co-worker had COVID a couple months back, caused her to have a stroke, and then was debilitated in the hospital up until this week. I know there was debate over whether or not to remove her feeding tube. No clue what happened with Pedro's mom.

...

I -- no lie -- went outside and stood in the rain. I looked up at the sky and felt the drops hit my face and Brandon and I ended up slow dancing in it.

...

All this news, on top of getting hit up by several friends for GoFundMes. Funeral and hospital expenses, mostly. Then someone not able to pay their bills and keep their house because they've suddenly become disabled from a heart attack. I have friends pleading for financial help in one form or another online. My Paypal is just a series of random e-mails I've been wiring money to.

One friend, Paypal accidentally sent her the money twice and she didn't even ask if it was a mistake. She just suddenly sent me pictures of her cat then sort of make me feel guilty for even attempting to ask for the second payment back. This friend had a TERRIBLE year, and is still panhandling online.

Fuck that times have been tough for so many.

Fuck that there are people delusional enough to think the country is somehow better than it was under Obama.

Fuck that one of my best friends just texted 30 minutes ago, I only saw it now, and now I'm half-expecting god-awful news the moment she finally texts back.
Xeoman
Posts: 11728/11735
That... is disgusting! Truly evil.
Elara
Posts: 9703/9705
Oh! Oh!

And FUCK the assholes that broke into my car and stole not only my iPod classic but OUR FUCKING MASKS!!

Seriously... who does that?!
Elara
Posts: 9701/9705
So... big round of Fuck 2020... and so far fuck 2021.

Fuck the asshats that invaded the Capitol.

Fuck the white supremacist pieces of shit trying to claim Norse pagan images as part of their ideology. There are no Nazis in Vahalla you appropriating pieces of garbage!

An extra special fuck you to the dude carrying the fucking Confederate flag into the Capitol. The actual fucking Confederates didn't manage that. I do not have words to express how angry I was seeing that.

Fuck that my cat is suddenly sick out of seeming NOWHERE and there is a very real chance that I am going to have to make "that choice" and I am utterly paralyzed by the mere thought of it.

Fuck the assholes in Orange County who continue to refuse to wear masks, gather in large groups to wave their fucking Trump flags, and then bitch that Covid cases are spiking so everything is not reopening like they want. It is not Governor Newsom's fault you selfish pricks, it's YOURS!
Rogue
Posts: 11852/11875
Originally posted by Rogue
Fuck the remarkable amount of stupid going on in this country. Fuck that people are killing essential workers because they've been ASKING customers to obey the rules for everyone's sake.

Jesus fucking Christ, can we all just follow the scientific advice so we can get this shit over with already? Fuck all of this.

What a bunch of shit-heels we're surrounded by. One in 20 people have it in L.A. County. Guess where I live.

Bran and I had to do a curbside order down in Orange County a month ago and NO ONE was wearing a mask. People were walking into crowded businesses, no masks, no spacing. Huntington Beach and San Clemente had mask burning parties just before Thanksgiving.

Well... now ICUs are at 100% capacity. Patients are being packed into what rooms they can with IVs hanging a sheet between them.

All this and still people are railing that "It's just a flu with a 99.999999% survival rate!!" and therefore we shouldn't have ANY precautions put in place and it should all just be business as usual. No masks. No distancing.

My parents are both repeat cancer survivors in their 70s with respiratory issues. Dad's also diabetic and mom was recovering from surgery when all this started (taking medication that weakens the immune system so that her body doesn't reject what the doctors put in.) My two jobs are in places that would make me interact with A LOT OF PEOPLE at VERY close range and in tight, indoor settings. As it turns out, COVID raged through my center while I've been furloughed. I worry that I could have brought it home, infected my parents and then it KILLED them.

Fuck this bullshit year.
Jamie
Posts: 12/26
Fuck the fucking people that keep smoking weed and cooking weird smelling shit in the two flats below mine. Oh and not only that, opening and closing the door to random fucking weirdos at 2 in the morning, banging the door down to the point the front door lock is fucked to my flat, leaving your baby screaming and crying half the fucking night, blocking the electric meter's door with a stupid laddish bike, and giggling and chatting in the indecipherable, muffled Fannit Chav dialect so loud that I can hear them with the bloody window shut on the top floor with my headphones on my ears.

And you have the fucking audacity to deny doing any of this, yeah, lol no. Thank fucking god I'm out of here by the end of September, I feel like I'm the only one who doesn't smoke or drink in the entire fucking town.
Rogue
Posts: 11838/11875
Fuck the remarkable amount of stupid going on in this country. Fuck that people are killing essential workers because they've been ASKING customers to obey the rules for everyone's sake.

Jesus fucking Christ, can we all just follow the scientific advice so we can get this shit over with already? Fuck all of this.
Elara
Posts: 9675/9705
Originally posted by Rogue
Ugh.. people suck. I have neighbor parking issues too, but nothing so crazy.

Full time only opens up certain times of the year. It's open now, but I'm still in my probationary period. I keep telling myself that I'm transitioning out of the center and to not take all the bullshit so seriously. I work with too many manipulators, users, shit-stirrers, and generally very toxic people. I shouldn't let them drag me down, but they get to me sometimes.


Don't let the bastards drag you down. You will break free!

Well... parking may have gotten easier for a while at least. I got in a wreck yesterday (fuck you, guy that rear-ended me)... so my car is in the shop for now. There is a good chance it is totaled. Maybe that will make the lady next door happy.
Rogue
Posts: 11788/11875
Ugh.. people suck. I have neighbor parking issues too, but nothing so crazy.

Full time only opens up certain times of the year. It's open now, but I'm still in my probationary period. I keep telling myself that I'm transitioning out of the center and to not take all the bullshit so seriously. I work with too many manipulators, users, shit-stirrers, and generally very toxic people. I shouldn't let them drag me down, but they get to me sometimes.
Elara
Posts: 9655/9705
Honestly, I would ask for more hours at the second job if possible so you can tell the center to go fuck themselves. It is summer time, they should be able to swing more shifts since it is busy.

Then just look for a better second job after a bit of normalcy... unless new job can get you full time

Fuck my neighbor. She doesn't like anyone parking in front of her house because she gets home late and doesn't like a long walk. I get that, and we have complied by not parking in front of her place unless she is home or if both spots are open (letting her know that she only needs to ask and we will move if someone else takes the open spot).

But now she is leaving notes saying that isn't good enough. Apparently because we park in other spots on the block, it is somehow our fault that people park in hers and now is telling us to [park around the corner.

Her husband has a big ass SUV and is the only car in her driveway that can fit three normal size cars. Her brother that lives in the back parks in the middle of two spaces all the time.

And when we came home tonight, she is parked dead center in front of her house.

Fuck her and her parking bullshit.
Rogue
Posts: 11785/11875
Wow, who knew it could get worse?

Spent a solid hour in a library's bathroom, tending to a client as he kept shitting on the floor and his clothes and having to clean him and the mess up, while my germaphobe coworker stayed with the other clients, staring at her phone.

THEN, another coworker nearly ran over one of my clients with a company van, not using the other staff member with her to spot her AS SHE'S FUCKING SUPPOSED TO.

I ended up having an outburst in my boss' office and of course all the vultures just want to spy around and see who and what I'm talking about.

My boss told me to go home early and not clock out. The remaining staff had a meeting about the fact that people are on their phones too much and neglecting their safety precautions, which apparently turned into a lot of them ganging up on my friend, who's now the case manager over absolutely nothing.

We're hiring for a couple positions. I wouldn't wish this place on anybody.
Rogue
Posts: 11784/11875
Going through the hassle of maintaining two jobs right now. I fucking hate my center. I still work with a load of shit heels. Hardly anybody's doing their jobs and most people hate everybody else for one reason or another. There's no teamwork at all.

I'm sitting at one of the picnic tables behind the center right now. A co-worker, knowing I'm still back here, just kicked the doorstop so the door would slam closed and locked. Yup, real pieces of shit.
Rogue
Posts: 11752/11875
I work with some real pieces of shit.

Went in to talk to my boss about scheduling my CPR certification renewal, calendar in hand and everything, and while standing there talking with him, another co-worker burst in and started some bullshit small talk about how we need to put one of our clients on marijuana because his new meds are stupid. Then she just stood there. I kept staring at my boss, calendar open. No goddamn respect.

Another co-worker left a client, sitting in the cold, and then just honked the van's horn at him when he shouted in an outburst. Other clients are treated like they're just misbehaving animals.

Practically EVERYONE is on their phones the whole goddamn day, despite the fact that we've all had to sign some "contract" promising we won't look at them or else it'll distract from supervising the clients. I'll even get sent out with people who just stare at their phone and then have a passive conversation with someone.

I fucking hate this place.

A client threw a fit and called me a "fatass" in Spanish today in front of several of the co-workers who hate me. Normally I'd let insults slide and I even acted like it wasn't a big deal (it caught her off guard when I told her that I can understand what she said), but of course the other co-workers were all, "Wait, what did she say?" and then repeating it back to each other.

Our case manager has left and gone onto another position, so several of these jackasses have applied for his job. A couple of them, very obviously at the beckoning of another co-worker who just wants them there as her puppet. Several other co-workers have since voiced to me that if so-and-so gets the job, they are straight-up quitting.


I mean, in the grand scheme of the universe, I'm just a speck of dust concerned with how other specks of dust conduct themselves. None of this is going to fucking matter in the end.

I'm slowly transitioning out of this place. It's too slow, frankly.
Rogue
Posts: 11726/11875
I legitimately cannot stand people who bitch about someone behind their back, calling them "fake" and so on, and then acting like that person is your very best friend to their face and in social media. Un-fucking-trustable.

Elara
Posts: 9636/9705
Originally posted by Rogue
I work with fucking children.

And I'm NOT talking about the clients.

My co-workers are true pieces of shit, and it pisses me off that my boss doesn't reign them in ... AT ALL.

Our boss keeps a mistress among us and she gets away with A LOT. Matter of fact she acts like she can boss us around. What's more it looks like she might become our new case manager, a position for which she is EXTREMELY under-qualified.

I keep saying I want to quit, but I end up sticking for another month or so before the next incident and then the cycle repeats itself.


3 applications a day and bide your time. That is what I try to do... emphasis on try.

Fuck you heel pain. I am sick of your shit. Go away!
Rogue
Posts: 11720/11875
I work with fucking children.

And I'm NOT talking about the clients.

My co-workers are true pieces of shit, and it pisses me off that my boss doesn't reign them in ... AT ALL.

Our boss keeps a mistress among us and she gets away with A LOT. Matter of fact she acts like she can boss us around. What's more it looks like she might become our new case manager, a position for which she is EXTREMELY under-qualified.

I keep saying I want to quit, but I end up sticking for another month or so before the next incident and then the cycle repeats itself.
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