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Cteno Super Shotgun Moderator         Since: 01-11-05 Since last post: 1627 days Last activity: 748 days |
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Originally posted by Yasu No, unless you consider a Penicorn a mythical creature. |
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Cteno Super Shotgun Moderator Since: 01-11-05 Since last post: 1627 days Last activity: 748 days |
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| Pathfinder is amazing. 4th edition is pretty damn fun with some house rules, such as oh, I don't know, ROLEPLAYING instead of rolling dice to determine an outcome...
Combat is hella fun and easy for beginners to learn, that's what makes 4th ed awesome. Pathfinder takes everything that made 3.5 great and expands upon it, balancing out the higher levels somewhat. |
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Cteno Super Shotgun Moderator Since: 01-11-05 Since last post: 1627 days Last activity: 748 days |
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| Well, I went about a week without crying for once but I finally broke down tonight. My head is swimming right now, got a fucking headache the size of the Sun. I'm so sick of this... Whenever I think I've finally conquered it, it simply returns at full force and slaps me right in the face.
Sometimes I wish that I could just erase some of my memories, even some of the good ones. Everybody says "hold on to the memories of the good times" but those make me feel worse than if I remember my parents fighting or watching a family member die... I can barely even remember what Regina looks like anymore, why do I even fucking care? She's not the same person as before, that's for sure. The woman that I fell in love with is dead to me and it kills me every time I think about it. On top of that, I'm getting that weird feeling in the bottom of my stomach again, the one that happens right before I lose a job. I really don't want to lose this one but I'm afraid that something unexpected is going to fuck up that's beyond my control, whether it's a jackass customer complaining about something that isn't my fault, my stupid emotions making me not want to go to work/do anything, etc... I've been right each and every time so far. I just hope that it's a fluke, just a passing thought. Seriously... fuck. I have horrible credit. Some of my former best friends hate me. My former fiancee hates me. I don't get along with my parents or brother. I have bad luck in general. Every time something good happens, something equally bad takes its place, destroying any hope of achieving happiness, or at least the feeling of being content. I'm never content with anything. Nothing I do will amount to anything, I've wasted my entire life up until this point and I hate myself for it every single day. I've been trying to turn things around but I simply just don't have the fucking motivation. There's just no fucking point. I'm not going to give up completely, however, but my mind simply won't allow me to achieve anything other than what I do day in and day out. I'm going to be stuck like this until I retire (if ever) or die of cancer or a freak accident or whatever. I feel so fucking trapped in this moment of my life... I can't ever find anything positive or constructive to do with my time, I can't even draw anymore! All of those years of practicing drawing and guitar are basically null and void, I've lost nearly all of my skill in both and I don't even have the will to try to redeem either of them. Sorry for such a shitpost. I just need to let it out somewhere. I don't expect anybody to post a follow up, nor do I care. I probably won't read it anyway. |
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Cteno Super Shotgun Moderator Since: 01-11-05 Since last post: 1627 days Last activity: 748 days |
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| As far as treatment goes, my doctor recommended lithium. I've seen what happens when you take it, I don't want to wake up from my lithium coma 40 years from now.
Also, I tried killing myself when I took Zoloft my Junior year. That's what makes me not want to take anti-depressants. It makes the irrational completely plausible, I hated it. |
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Super Shotgun Moderator Since: 01-11-05 Since last post: 1627 days Last activity: 748 days
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I vaguely remember it not being an issue last year, for some reason it would do it automatically but disappeared one day. I could be insane though. In fact, there's a high probability of that. |
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Cteno |
Super Shotgun Moderator Since: 01-11-05 Since last post: 1627 days Last activity: 748 days
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Feces.
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I'd use it for scraps or something.
Cteno |
Super Shotgun Moderator Since: 01-11-05 Since last post: 1627 days Last activity: 748 days
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Granted, you find your wallet but all of your important information is missing and your identity is stolen.
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I wish I had a tophat and monocle because I'm a classy mofo.
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Super Shotgun Moderator Since: 01-11-05 Since last post: 1627 days Last activity: 748 days
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Oh crap, guys! He backtraced us and gave it to the cyber poh-lees! What ever shall we do? |
Cteno |
Super Shotgun Moderator Since: 01-11-05 Since last post: 1627 days Last activity: 748 days
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Manowar, Children of Bodom, Blind Guardian, Type O Negative, Malice Mizer, Sonata Arctica and The 69 Eyes are really up there on my list. I'm pretty open to anything else that sounds awesome, though. |
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Super Shotgun Moderator Since: 01-11-05 Since last post: 1627 days Last activity: 748 days
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Granted, but due to a buffer overflow you also receive a blue screen of death. A real life one. There is no restart button.
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I wish that I wasn't dead anymore from being stuck to my computer 24/7.
Cteno |
Super Shotgun Moderator Since: 01-11-05 Since last post: 1627 days Last activity: 748 days
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Originally posted by vince_rigle Welcome to the Thunderdome, bitch!
Cteno |
Super Shotgun Moderator Since: 01-11-05 Since last post: 1627 days Last activity: 748 days
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Granted, but all of the world's water dries up and you now have a useless ability... Not to mention you die of thirst shortly thereafter.
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I wish that my dog could do a handstand while saying its ABCs backwards. (Last edited by Valhalla on 07-19-10 08:44 PM)
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Super Shotgun Moderator Since: 01-11-05 Since last post: 1627 days Last activity: 748 days
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Oh Xeios, you sexy beast you. |
Cteno |
Super Shotgun Moderator Since: 01-11-05 Since last post: 1627 days Last activity: 748 days
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I love you guys. |
Cteno |
Super Shotgun Moderator Since: 01-11-05 Since last post: 1627 days Last activity: 748 days
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Best Overall Member: Elara
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Best Male Member: Demi-fiend, for fixing the .net Best Female member: Rogue Best Newbie: Phoenix. 'Nuff said. Best Veteran: Cairoi Best Avatar: Katana, I love that .gif! Best Custom Title: Katana Best Techie: Probably Kaijin now... Haven't heard from him. Best Sim-Battler: Unsure. Best Artist: Stitch. You've come a long way in the last year! Best Writer: Also Stitch. Best Quote(post the quote and the member): Best Grammar: Rogue Biggest Otaku: Kyoku-kun, hands down. Seijika would have to be the runner-up. Biggest Geek/nerd/dork: True Flight, I'm sure we can all agree on this. Biggest Gamer: Xeo Cutest Male: Cairoi Cutest Female: Katana Most Dramatic: Uh, there's drama here...? Most Unique: Kanutch Most Entertaining: Phoenix. You can keep a conversation going, buddy! Most Missed: Kaijin. That ass never calls. Most Likely to become Staff: Kyoku, but new staff seems unlikely unless we get a ton of new members... Nicest: Elara, you're really awesome! Craziest: Phoenix Person you'd like to meet most: Xeo, mostly because I have no idea what he looks like and I'm sure we could have a blast playing SNES games all day! Best username: Too many good ones, can't choose... Fun Topics: Most likely to defeat the Tentacle God, Xeus: Demi-fiend, he's the only one even close. Most likely to dominate the board: Phoenix. Not only is he the most likely, I'm also fairly sure he did already! Most likely to fight the Power Rangers: Vulkar Most likely to be a Power Ranger: Also Vulkar (badass Green Ranger-style) Most likely to be Xeodent: Either Vulnix or Phoekar. In fact, you guys should change your names to those. Biggest Spammer: Spam? Most likely to run ten miles: Not sure. Most likely to build a jetpack: Demi-fiend Most likely to blow up a jetpack: Stitch. Dunno why. Most likely to sleep all of the summer: Kaijin. In fact, that's probably what he's doing. Most likely to be eaten by a bear: Phoenix, because he would either try to cuddle or wrestle it. Most likely to pretend to be said bear: Vulkar, until Phoenix pounces on him.
Cteno |
Super Shotgun Moderator Since: 01-11-05 Since last post: 1627 days Last activity: 748 days
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Originally posted by PhoenixOriginally posted by Valhalla I try. 
Cteno |
Super Shotgun Moderator Since: 01-11-05 Since last post: 1627 days Last activity: 748 days
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Originally posted by Phoenix Glad to hear it! Let's see... -World of Warcraft -Heavy Metal -Sex, because I'm a man after all and last but not least... -MY FIRST FUCKING POST IN THIS THREAD, OH MY GOD!!
Cteno |
Super Shotgun Moderator Since: 01-11-05 Since last post: 1627 days Last activity: 748 days
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A Grue. |
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