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Genome Swordfighter         Since: 04-24-07 From: Canada Since last post: 5700 days Last activity: 5717 days |
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| Alright, so, for this past term or so, I'd been really dpressed, and having pretty insane mood swings for the worse. In and out of counsellors blahblahblah, got precribed sleeping meds so I can ween myself back into sleeping at night instead of staring at my ceiling wondering what's wrong with me.
I'd found out just recently that my friends really help my emotional unbalances, so in the end, I guess I just needed people. Recently I started hanging around with a really fun new group of friends, one of whom, I *cough* sorta like... alot. When I'm around her, things just seem to go right for awhile, and it melts my worries away, but like all my problems, they keep coming back. Sometimes i'll have these harsh mood swings, while I'm with my friends, and it worries them. It worries her the most, and despite how hard I try, I can't just normal out for more then 5 hours at a time. Worst part is, all these years I've been living in an emotional shell have added up. I am starting to have problems with physical contact. Example: She likes to touch me. Almost every time we're watching TV at her place, she's got her hand on my back or shoulder, which I love, and I tell her I love it, because It makes me feel like I'm cared for. Problem is, I can't touch her back... I can't. I haven't been able to give more then a hug to my friends for more then a year, and it's tearing me apart slowly. I don't want to miss my chance before we're "just friends", and that's set in stone... (Thanks for putting that notion in my head, Eli ) 
I have an appointment with my doctor, set for the fourth, but I kinda need a shoulder to cry on now. What should I do? |
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Elara Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable  Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 96 days Last activity: 96 days |
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| Explain that it's hard for you. I'm sure she'd understand. But otherwise just go see the doctor and take it slow, it's something that can be overcome with time. | |||
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Genome Swordfighter Since: 04-24-07 From: Canada Since last post: 5700 days Last activity: 5717 days |
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Originally posted by Elara Yeah, she understands me, so i'll talk to her the next time we're alone... |
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Elara Divine Mamkute Dark Elf Goddess Chaos Imp Penguins Fan Ms. Invisable Since: 08-15-04 From: Ferelden Since last post: 96 days Last activity: 96 days |
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| Ok, and per your request I shall toss this thread. |
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